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Kenyamo POV....

"Tayshod this is my fourth time calling you today so call me back if you feel like it" I said agitated at him not answering the phone. Tayshod is pissing me off he wants to say I'm his boyfriend and shit but he's not acting like it.

He doesn't answer my phone calls anymore and when he does he always has to fucking call me back. Then if he decides to call me back he's dry or falls asleep. He claims it's his job and his family issues but shouldn't I fit somewhere in there?

I got my own family issues right now my damn self. My momma and Kayvon are acting really secretive around me. Kassidy can even see that shit because they aren't really hiding it that well. They'll be talking and when I come in they'll stop and act like they weren't just talking.

One time I heard Monty and Jerari name and I rushed in and they stopped talking. I asked them what they were talking about and they just said it was about a movie. I don't believe that shit for a minute. They spend so much time together they forget me and Kassidy exist sometimes.

I got out of bed and went to talk to Kassidy. I wanted to pull up and see what's going on with him. I knocked on her door and waited for what seemed like forever. "Come on in" she said and I went in and she was laying in bed with Reichen under the sheets. Well if they was doing what I think then it wasn't good for because it wasn't any moaning.

"What's up Ken you interrupting shit" Kassidy said hanging off the bed on.her phone. I don't know what I was interrupting when they wasn't making noise. Shit at least heavy breathing would've made me think they was doing something. Since I heard nothing they asses should be lucky I even knocked on the door.

"I need you to take me over to Tayshod house like now" I said tapping my foot on the hardwood floor. She turned over and her boobs popped out and she covered them up quickly. She had some nice ass tits my sister is blessed. I knew her shit sat up but they were actually pretty.

"Baby brother for what? He got a car why can't come get you?" she asked me looking confused. I rolled my eyes at her and looked at her with an attitude. "Because he's not answering my phone and it's pissing me off so I wanna pop up and see what the fuck is up" I said getting irritated just thinking about some dumb shit.

Something isn't sitting right in my stomach with this. I have a gut feeling he's on some dumb shit. I will beat the everlasting shit out of his ass if he playing me. "I don't believe it call him right now" she said smacking her lips. I pulled out my phone and sat on the bed.

I dialed his number and when it started ringing I put it on speaker. It started dialing and I waited for it to go to voicemail like always. She acting like he's perfect when he's far from perfect. The phone was on the third ring and it stopped and a obviously feminine male voice answered. "Hello" the dude said.

"Umm hello where is Tayshod at?" I asked calmly because it might not be what I'm thinking it is. It better be what I think it is because I'll bash his skull if it's like that. "He's in the bathroom may I ask who's calling" the boy said pleasantly. He seemed so damn oblivious to who I was. So that means that my number isn't saved I'm his phone at all.

"His now ex boyfriend" I said and hung up the phone. I just sat there and looked back at Kassidy who was sitting in a bra now. "Get dressed we got a nigga to pop up on he ain't about to play my little brother" she said putting her hair in a ponytail. I got up and went to my room to change into something comfortable.

Kassidy was telling Reichen why she had to help me. Well she was yelling at him because he was trying to stop her. I can't believe this shit how could be have another bitch answer the phone. Even Monty didn't cheat with a nigga it was always a girl. Tayshod has pushed it and I'm going go kick his ass.

"Let's go" Kassidy said walking past my door. She was going downstairs with Reichen trailing behind her. I laced up my timbs ,grabbed my phone and walked out. I went downstairs and walked out the house. I hopped in the front seat and Reichen was still trying to stop us.

"Y'all don't get arrested and listen to what dude gotta say" he said looking at both of us leaning in the car. I nodded and Kassidy told him we'd be good. He stepped away and we backed out the driveway. We started driving to Tayshod house.

"Ken what's the game plan when we get there?" Kassidy asked me turning a corner. I shook my head because my plan was go in and let have all over both them bitches. "Don't know and I'm.not worried just park down the street from his house" I said looking out of the window. We parked at the park down the street from his house.

"So you ready?" she asked me and unlocked the doors. I justs stepped out the car and started walking to his house. I wasn't paying any attention to nothing but what I was thinking about. I was thinking about Tayshod telling me that it was just his friend. I wanted him to tell me I was going crazy and that he was being faithful.

I saw his house and I started running to it when I saw a car that shouldn't be there. I rushed on the porch and started knocking on it rapidly. I stood there as Kassidy walked on the porchh with me. We stood there and waited for an answer. "Fuck this" Kassidy said as she started banging on the door. We stood there and started making noise.

The door opened and Tayshod was standing there in boxer briefs shirtless. I tried rushing in but he stepped me. I fought my way in the house with him trying to stop me. "Man what you doing here Ken?" he said grabbing my arm. I tried pushing him off me and he was loosening his grip off.

"Where the bitch at?" I said in his face. His face froze and I pushed him off me. I moved past him and he was coming up behind me trying to grab me. I just kept asking where was the bitch at. I didn't care about nothing at this point. I ran upstairs and he was behind me. I checked everywhere and nobody was up here. I brushed past him to check downstairs everywhere.

I was checking and didn't find no bitch. I know I'm not crazy it was a fem fish ass nigga that answered that phone. "What's your problem Ken the fuck is going on?" he asked once I stopped. I leaned against the wall and took a deep breath.

"I called your phone and it was some fishy gay nigga that answered and told me you was in the shower so where the fuck he at?" I said getting in his face. He shook his head and looked at me. "Ken chill out that was my cousin" he said and I looked stupid at him. I don't know if he's telling the truth or lying to me.

"So where the hell he at?" I said skeptically. He said he was gone awhile ago. "Ken get out here" I heard Kassidy yell. I started going outside and he tried to stop me so I brushed him off and started running. I ran out to see Kassidy arguing with this nigga.

He was obviously gay and he was cute but he wasn't fucking with me. "Who the hell is that and why is he in only underwear?" I yelled in Tayshod face. The boy had nothing on except slides. I got off the porch and walked up to the boy who looped shook as hell.

"Who are you?" I said folding my arms. The boy threw his hands up in surrender. "He told me you was a crazy ex of his and not to worry I swear can I just go?" he said and I said he could go. He ran to the car and drove away. I turned back around and looked at Tayshod who was standing there looking as dumb as he could be.

"I'm sorry baby" he said and I just ran up on him and leaped on him. I was punching him in his head and grabbed his afro and he was attempting to grab my hands so I would stop. "Stop that shit Ken I'm not playing" he grunted as I hit him in his head again. Kassidy grabbed me off him and I was trying to get back st his ass. I pushed past her and ran back up on his ass and he was trying to back in the house. He held his arm out to keep me off his ass but it wasn't going to work.

I was still slapping him in his face and yelling at him. He pushed me and I fell into the railing of his porch. He went in the house and I was banging and kicking the door. "You're a bitch ass bitch made nigga I hate your lame ass" I yelled and I went and tried to find something to break something. "Ken let's go" Kassidy said backing away from his house. I grabbed and piece of wood he kept on the side of his house. I walked to his car and bashed his tail lights out.

"Kenyamo stop it" Kassidy said grabbing my arm. Tayshod came out the house mad and saw his car. I threw the piece of wood at him and it missed his head. I took off running with Kassidy down the street. We got to her car and got in. We pulled off a different way so he wouldn't catch us.

"Kenyamo you're bat shit crazy for that" she said slowing down at a red light. I just sat there And thought about what the hell just happened to me. Was I wrong for doing that to him? Maybe I should've just left quietly but it wouldn't have been me at all.

"I can't believe he cheated on me Kassidy" I said wiping a tear from my eye. She rubbed my shoulder and the tears kept pouring. I'm so done with the male species it's not real. I can't keep getting hurt like this and I'm being faithful and when I fuck up it's genuine when I apologize.

This shit is ridiculous at this point. We got back home and got out to tell Kayvon about his little friend. We went in the house and Kayvon was waiting on the stairs by the door. He stood up and looked pissed off. "Why the fuck y'all go to my homie house flipping out and shit?" he yelled stepping off the stairs.

"Now hold up he was the one that cheated so if you defending him fuck on" I said waving him away as I went into the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator and he came and closed it before my hand could even go in it.

"I told you stay away from him and now look at you all mad and shit again this is Monty shit all over again" he yelled in my face. I backed up and got pissed off. "Fuck no it's not Monty wouldn't cheat on me with a nigga or just distance himself from me so don't speak on him" I yelled walking away from him.

He slammed his hands on the counter and said "Monty is a pussy he let us try to force apart but you was so damn in love it didn't work....uhhh nevermind" he said and I stopped in my tracks. I looked back at him and was lost as to what the hell he meant.

"The fuck you mean....who tried to force us apart?" I said walking back up to him slowly. He looked nervous like he just fucked up. "Kayvon why would you tell him that?" Kassidy said and I looked at her sideways. I wanted to know what the fuck was going on.

"what the fuck are y'all talking about? somebody better start talking" I yelled. "Ken back when you and Monty started talking Ma, Kayvon and Jerari hated it so ma and Kayvon was trying to make y'all break up by having Jerari make Monty make you start prostituting yourself but when that didn't work they just kept forcing it against Monty and it was hurting Monty to do it but Jerari threatened to kill his family if he didn't make you sell your body" she said with her voice breaking.

I looked at them like they was crazy because this couldn't be true. "Kayvon is this true?" I said with a lump forming in my throat because I was about to cry. He nodded his head and I just cried because I was being betrayed by everybody. My own family didn't wanna see me happy. "How the fuck could y'all do me like that? Do y'all know the hell I went through? I did that shit because he said he needed the money and to find out it was all bullshit I hate y'all" I said punching the wall.

"Wait a minute what's with the noise waking me up and shit" my so called mother said coming down the stairs. I looked at her with a scowl and she was looking lost. "What's wrong with you baby?"she said looking at me. I scoffed and chuckled at her fake ass. "Don't baby me you manipulating liar" I yelled. She looked at me like she couldn't believe me.

"Who the hell you talking to? What has gotten into you?" she yelled starting to walk up on me like she was about to slap me. "You and your clan plotted against me and Monty the whole time that's fucked up y'all should've just let me be if you didn't like it don't try to tear it down yourselves....if it wasn't meant to be it would've ended" I yelled clapping my hands together. I really wanted to bash her face in and hit Kayvon in the face.

"It was for your own good Kenyamo he wasn't any good for you I wasn't going to allow him in this family" she said trying to explain the bullshit she did. "Family? This family is fucked up so he would've fit right in I can't be here fuck this" I said running up the stairs. I went to my room and closed my door. I locked it and started packing my bags. I didn't know where I was going but I wasn't staying here with these deceiving ass hoes.

I got my shit together and opened the door. I walked down the stairs and they were still standing there looking just as stupid as the wanted. I can't believe they did this to their own blood. I'm supposed to be my mothers baby and Kassidy and Kayvon baby brother. You don't do that shit to somebody you claim is family and you love.

I walked past them and they started trying to talk. "Kenyamo let's talk about this" my mom said and I looked at her and said "All of you can drop dead that's fucked up I hate all of you that even participated in it" I said walking out of the house.

I just started walking to the bus stop so I could go away. I'm running away again and I don't give a fuck I can't take it after this. I don't even wanna come back at all. I don't know where I'm going to go but wherever my ass ends up I'm going to be there longer than last time hell maybe forever.

The only way I'm coming back is if god himself brings me back. Who would even think of some evil shit like that? Kayvon knew about Monty and seemed cool about it and my mom didn't like him from the jump. Jerari had no place because Monty and him got cool through me so what the fuck is the real truth!? I'm just lost and since I'm good at running I'll just do it again fuck them!

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