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"Seline?" Sybil said in disbelief

"Hi sister," Seline responded, tears in her eyes. Sybil looked to Stiles with confusion.

"Who's this?" She asked point to Stiles. Seline had walked to a table on the side that had a towel, wrapping it around Sybil's shoulders.

"This is Stiles. Our Nogitsune," Seline responded walking next to Stiles and put a hand on his shoulder. Sybil gave a disbelieving look as she eyed Stiles up and down. In Sybil's eyes Stiles wasn't neccesarily fit for being the dark nogitsune. He wasnt built like the original nogitsune, James had been.

"You can look at me like that all you want but thats not going to change the fact that I am Void," Stiles told her glowing his bright orange eyes. Sybil widened her eyes at his, looking taken aback.

"Where's Cade?" She asked looking around hoping he would come from around the corner or something, but to no avaik.

"He hasn't come yet," Seline told her. "But he'll be here soon," Sybil nodded sadly. Stiles checked his phone and turned towards the door.

"Where do you think you're going?" Sybil called aftrr him.

"Out," Stiles yelled over his shoulder before closing the steel doors behind him.

Stiles walked through the busy streets of Central Beacon Hills. People talking and laughing around him happily while eating delicious food at the outside tables of restaurants. It made him... smile. He kept walking till he got out of the busy part of town till he was walking down the sidewalk of the all too familiar neighboor. Instead of knocking on the door he went around and jumo up to the roof knocking on the window.

"Go away Liam. Im busy," Stiles heard the voice say from inside. He missed that sweet tone he hasn't heard in a while. Stiles smiled and knocked again.

"Liam, go home. We have school in the morning you should be sleeping," at this point Stiles slid the window open and landed in the hard wood flooring with a soft thud.

"Go home pup, I know you have a test-," Scott cut himself off when he turn from his desk chair to see Stiles on the other side of the room. He stood quickly in a defensive position.

"What are you doing here?" Scott growled at him.

"Scott, its me. This time its actually me," Sfiles told in the most convincing voice he could muster.

"You think im going to fall for your shit again!? No!" Scott shouted at him.

"You have to believe me. This is me. I turned my humanity back on," there was something in Scott's eyes that gave Stiles the slightest bit of hope that Scott believed him, but he couldn't quite reading it right.

"Prove it,"

"If my humanity wasn't on, I wouldn't be here right now. You wouldn't have been the first thing on my mind the second I turn it on," Stiles took small steps towards Scott.

"I wouldn't feel like shit for everthing I've done and punch myself in the face everytime I think about it. I wouldn't want to break down crying thinking about how much I hurt everyone. Especially you. I wouldn't be this close to you with out hurting you right now. But I do," Stiles stood directly in front of Scott, their faces inches apart.

"If my humanity wasn't on, I wouldn't be here in front of you and tell you that I love you. But I do," Stiles told him sincerely. Scotts eyes widened, his heart pounding in his chest.

"You... Love me?"

"Yeah, I love you Scott McCall," With not another word said Scott pressed his lips to Stiles' softly. The kiss was desperate, they haven't kissed in what felt like decades. Scott miss the sweet honey taste of Stiles' lips, how soft they felt against his own, how they molded within his own. Scott missed all of it, he almost forgot the feel of Stiles, his presence. The real Stiles.

"Ive missed you so much," Stiles said quietly with tears in his eyes.

"I missed you too," Scott said pecking his lips.

"God, it was terrifying. Seeing myself do all these terrible things. It was like watching someone play a video game, and they controlled me," Stiles cries into Scott. He was relieved to finally let out the emotions he's kept in.

"The worst part was being with Seline. I dont know why I did it. I guess it was just the heap of the moment," he spoke looking to the ground.

"Stiles, did you and Seline-?" Scott tensed up at this, his heart prepared to be shattered.

"No! No. Of course not. Almost but she wouldn't," Stiles shuddered at the old event.

"Scott you know I can't stop, right? Everything that I was doing I'll keep doing. Its my nature. And I don't know how to control it sometimes. Its like how you used to be on a full moon as a beta, except for me its all the time," Stiles explained to the alpha. Scott was downed a little. He thought that since Stiles had come back it would all be over. But like everything else its never over.

"But you can learn to control it. We always find out way through things," Scott said pressing their foreheads together and entwining their fingers. Suddenly black veins ran from Scotts skin to Stiles'. Stiles stepped back and hissed at the pain.

"Uh sorry. See, I can't control it," Scott tried to step forward but Stiles took another step back away from him.

"I dont want to hurt you," his voice broken as he spoke. Scott looked to the fox with sad eyes. Scott stepped forward again and this time Stiles didn't step back.

"You're not going to hurt me," Scott said softly. Stiles held his breath as Scott lightly wrapped his hand around Stiles' forearm. Stiles let his breath out when he didnt do anything. No veins ran through either of their arms. Scott pulled Stiles close to his chest wrapping his hands around slender hips pressing their lips together again. Stiles wrapped his arms around Scott's broad shoulders deepening the kiss. The pair slowly walked back till they were laid out on Scott's bed. The two tossed and turned with each other as soft lips kissed soft skin.

"I love you Stiles. So so much," Scott said as he kissed Stiles repeatedly.

"I love you too Scotty," Stiles responded. Boy, did Scott miss that name.

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"He needs to get back here. Now," Sybil said angrily as she paced the floor. Seline had taken Sybil back to her apartment to freshen up.

"He's not answering his phone," Seline said from the black leather couch as she hung up her phone after hearing Stiles' voice message for the third time.

"Well go find him!" Sybil exclaimed.

"If you're so worries about him you go find him!" Seline stood and screamed in Sybil's face. "Why are you so worried about him anyways? You just met it! Barely even that!"

"Cade will be here soon. Stiles has to be here when he gets here!" Sybil was the worst out of the two sisters. She was always the meanest and baddest siren. When they were little it was Seline who originally taught Sybil the evil ways of living.

"Lets go find him. Where does he live?" Sybil asked.

"Here,"

"What? Why?"

"Becuase he's had his humanity off and hasn't been home at all. Hasn't seen his pack,"

"Pack? You mean like wolf pack? Stiles isn't a wolf,"

"Yeah but there's a pack in this town that has more than just werewolves in it. It has a banshee, kitsune, werecoyote, beta, and Stiles was a part of the pack as human and nogitsune. Plus more,"

"Whatever. So are we going to find stiles or not?"

"Not. And besdies he's probably running around town somewhere feeding uncontrollably,"

"You let go out there and he doesn't have any control over his power!? Why!?"

"I just dont care," Seline said bluntly plopping back down on the couch. "So were gonna do nothing untill either Stiles walks back in the door, or we find Cade," Sybil huffed stubbornly and sat down next to Seline.

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(I promise this next part is important.)

"Dad!" Allison called as she walked to the living room were her father Chris sat.

"I tried to make a dagger but it ended up like this. What does this look like to you?" Allison showed her father the silver object that failed as a weapon.

It looks like a tuning fork kind of," Chris chuckled. Allison smiled agreeing that it did. "But that's okay, throw it out and try again," he encourages her.

"I think I'll keep it. I kinda like it. Maybe I'll make a bell to go with it," she joked running her thumb over the Argent symbol she carved in the handle. There was something about it, something told allison she had to keep it. That she'll need it at sometime. She didn't know what or why but she kept it anyways.

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Stiles looked into Scott's big brown eyes running lanky fingers through thick brown hair. They just laid their staring into each others brown eyes, naked bodies pressed again each others. They felt as if nothing was wrong in the world when they were with each other. Well, other than the fact the Devil is coming to town trying to unleash hell on earth. But in the moment they ignored all of it becuase they had each other. And thats all they need.

"So what did you tell Seline when you turned your humanity back on?" Scott asked breaking the silence over them.

"I didn't tell them," Stiles responded.

"What do you mean them?"

"Sybil came out today. She's here so that means Cade is here some where," Stiles said sadly.

"Ugh, more problems!" Scott grummbled playfully in his pillow making Stiles laugh. While they laughed and joked, Scott's phone went off with a message from Lydia:

Hey, I know your going through a lot right now, but were have a small pack movie night at Dereks loft if you want to come.

"Wanna see pack tonight?" Scott asked after reading the message.

"Uh, okay," he said a little unsure. Stiles was nervous of seeing them, knowing that they hate him. Stiles knows it'll take a while to convince them that the real him is back.

The boys got out of bed putting their clothes on and out down the road to Derek's loft. Stiles' jeep was still in Scotts driveway hence that was the last place he drove before all the commotion. The supposedly short 10 mintue drive to Derek's loft felt like 30 mintues with the ringing silence in the jeep.

"You okay Stiles?" Scott asked looking to Stiles in the drivers seat.

"Yeah, I mean, I don't know... what should I say to them to convince them that this is me, I'm back? I'm scared," he said then let out a shaky breath.

"Hey, it's gonna be okay. I don't know what they'll say but it'll be okay. I know that much," Scott assured Stiles with a light squeeze on his shoulder. Stiles eased at the words spoken and smiled at his boyfriend.

The rest of the now short car ride was a peaceful silence. Scott would look to his side at Stiles just to admire him. Scott could for hours just stare at Stiles' cute upturned button nose, and the many moles that scatted the soft pale skin. He'd just stare and smile thinking of how luck he was to have Stiles in his life.

Stiles heard all of Scott's thoughts and it made him smile. Stiles rested his hand over top Scott's in a loving manner. As they pulled up to the the large building Stiles stared up at the building anxiously. Thinking about wanting to go back. Scott frowned as he saw this. He took Stiles' hand off the steering wheel entwining their fingers and kissed the back of Stiles' hand. The small gesture brought a small smile to the foxes face.

"Don't worry, okay? These are our friends, our pack. This'll go better than you think," Scott assured Stiles.

"Okay. But if one of them attack me, just let them okay? I deserve it," Stiles told Scott seriously. Scott furrowed his eyebrows at him in disagreement.

"Im serious Scott. Don't stop them from beating the living shit outta me, okay?" He said light tonned. Scott let out a light chuckle and nodded some before they both hopped out the car. The pair walked hand in hand up to Derek's loft. Stiles heart pounded in his chest with each step he took. Scott heard it loud and clear and once they got to the door it was too much for either of them to bare. Scott took Stiles by the waist and pressed their lips together. Stiles' heartbeat slowed to normal instantly with the feeling of Scotts soft lips on his own. As they pulled apart their foreheads still rested aginst each others. Stiles smiled down feeling butterflies in his stomach he hasn't felt in so long.

"Thanks," Stiles mutteres. Scott nodded lifting his head, his brown eyes looking into Stiles'. Stiles had a little confident boost  with that. He faces the huge metal door and pulled it open stepping more into the open room. Those in the room were hoping to be excited when their alpha walked in but anger boiled in their blood when they saw Stiles.

"What is he doing here?" Malia's voice boomed in the room as she stood from her spot on the couch.

"Hey Mal," Stiles said with a small wave. Malia jumped over the couch starting toward Stiles. She stood right in front of him eyebrows furrowed together furious that he dared show his face. Malia tried to read his emotions but got nothing from him. A little growl escaped her throat, then she punched Stiles squard in his nose causing him to bleed instantly. Malia swept his feet from under himmaking him hit his head on the ground.

No one dared move, wanted to see Stiles get what he surely desereved and others didn't want to interfere when Malia is this angry. Stiles didn't fight back, letting the werecoyote beat him becuase he knew he deserved it. He let her give him a broken jaw, broken and bloddy nose, bloddied lip and overly swollen eyes. Scott didn't do anything either because Stiles sternly told him not to. He just turned his head not wanting to watch the beating. Malia was expecting Stiles to fight back but was confused when he didn't. She stopped and got off of him stepping back. Stiles stood on wobbly legs, his vision blurry and ruined but slowly focusing again. Stiles wiped his bloddy face with his sleeves feeling his face heal. No one said anything as they just stared at the fox in the room.

"I'm sorry guys. For everything I've done to you-," he said directing to Lydia remembering draining her and knocking her out cold. "-Everything I've said to you-," he directed this to Derek remeber saying those terrible things about him going to hell no matter what happens.

"This is me. I promise. This time its actually me. I turned my humanity back on, and I felt terrible as I had that huge wave of emotions hit me. I feel bad for everything and if I could take it all back and erase it from everything I would in a heartbeat," they could hear the sincerity in his voice. They could feel it. Could feel the emotion pouring out if his words as he spoke, something they've missed from him.

Kira was the first to walk up to Stiles. She bit her lip in hesitation before she through her arms around him squeezing him tight. Stiles let out a sight of relief that one of them believed him. With out realizing what was happening Stiles was uncontrolably taking away her pain. Feeding.

"S-Stiles... stop," Kira wheezed out. Stiles quickly let go of her and stepped away.

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that," Stiles apologizes with a frown. "I'm not in control of my abilities. At all. Just can't help myself, or control it," he explained. Kira nodded and gave a sad smile. Liam walked up to him next. Liam punched Stiles' chest knocking the wind out of him, then Liam hugged him shortly.

"Glad your back Dad," Liam said to him then stepped back.  Stiles smiled at the beta. Stiles got more short hugs and happy smiles. Well, all except Derek. He still didn't believe that was the real Stiles. With as much shit that he has gone through in his life time he's allowed to have major trust issues. Seeing that his pack had very much belief that Stiles is back gave Derek the slightest bit of hope, but being the stubborn man his is, he pushed it aside.

"Derek?" Scott called for him. Derek gave a noticable glance that said he still didn't trust Stiles.

"Oh c'mon on Derek. Its me, really me," Stiles said trying to convince him. Derek turn his back childishly not wanting to look at him or any of their pleading eyes.

"Don't be like that Derek," Stiles tried again earning a short growl from the alpha.

"No," came Derek's short response. Stiles sighed annoyingly at Dereks stubbornness.

"Derek?" Stiles sang out his name. "C'mon Der," Stiles stepped closer to him. "Derbear... Hale boi?" Stiles tried all these names but Derek wouldn't give in. Stiles sighed again but never giving up on the brooding werewolf.

"...Sourwolf?" Stiles tried the name that he should've thought of first. The name hit Derek hard and his wolf whined for him to turn around. That name was a complete game changer. It brought back good old time that the pack has had together when Stiles called him that. Derek turned around and pulled Stiles into a hug. Stiles sighed in relief, hugging him back.

"I'm glad you're back Stiles," Everyone let out a breath they hadn't realized they were holding. Each one of them felt a pang in their chest.  It wasnt a bad feeling, but it felt like a warm feeling. The pack was whole again.

Aww!!! Does this make up the evil I've done? Some slight? Well sorry but the evil doesnt stop. Actually... its just beginning😈 but no more evil Stiles yay!! Sorry I missed Friday when I was supposed to update. So here's the thing. Fridays aren't good for me to update either bc of Varsiry football and I gotta support bae. Lol. so maybe Thursdays? Well see how this goes Mkay bye!!

~Kai~

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