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Asher's POV-

When we got home from the restaurant I felt happy. A happy that I guessed numbed over time with Josh. I mean yeah I was happy but not how I am now. I don't know why Josh would take his life though. I mean he was always happy but that could be from his boyfriend. Even though he is dead I still care for him. As I look up to the road I felt the knot form in my throat. Zane put his palm on my back rubbing slowly. "What's wrong love?" I shook my head "Nothing just re-living the past." He seemed pretty content with my answer, he snuck glances at me every no and then. We pulled up to my house I got out before he could open my door. I walked up the steps him in rythm with me. I turned around and gave him a quick peck "I love you." He said I just nodded it's to soon for those three words. I ended the night pretty quickly all I did was take a shower, put in my retaniner, and get in bed. I woke up around 6:00 it was my turn to milk the cows. I sat up just throwing on a coat over my pj's and boots. I walked outta the house grabbing a bucket. I got to the stabbles and saw a note on the door. I just put it on the tractor and milked the cows. I grabbed it on my way back to the house. I walked into my room and sat on the bed yawning. I opened it seeing a couple pictures clipped together as well as a note.

(PRESENT)

Asher's POV-

I was eating my cereal looking at the clock that read 7:00 am. Today is the first day of School I am a sophomore this year. My dad is taking care of the animals. And my father is trying to get the rest of the kids up I have always been a morning person. I looked at the pictures of Zane morfing into that creature. It can't be real but here is the proof and he didn't exactly deny it. I put my bowl in the sink and went up to my room. I opened the door and saw a rose on my bed "Have a good day at school." I sighed it's been 3 days and he is still trying to make up for it. I just can't forgive him he's killed he killed Josh. I grab my clothes and got ready to take a shower.

Zane's POV-

I sat at a river listening to nature man do I hate nature. I usually love it but honestly all I see is gray anymore. I feel drained physically and emotionally I feel like complete sh*t right now. Ryder cut off completly I feel like dying. Really the only things keeping me going is Asher he seems fine. He probally is gonna go to school see all those hot sexy boys. I wouldn't blame him for finding someone who isn't a monster. My phone rang I looked at the text seeing it's from my mom "You need to get here now ASAP I am 100% serious." At this I got up and got into my car.

Asher's POV-

My father was driving me,twins, and Ethan to school on his way to work. I was listening to guns and roses. I unlocked my phone seeing I got a message from Zane. "I am going out of town for a while but I will be back I'm sorry ❤❤❤❤" I sighed and went to my contacts going to Zane's name and deleting it. I am done with Zane now and forever. I got to school and went to my new locker. As I walked by people whispered about me coming out, Josh's death. Anything that could cause them the slightest bit of entertaiment and I guess I am the topic. I felt like a virus as I walked the halls. I got pushed up to the locker by Josh's older brother. If you thought Josh was buff Daniel is 3x that. He is a senior who got held back last year who skipping school to smoke and do drugs. "So fa*got your the reason my broher's dead?" I looked at him in the eyes and nodded my head no. He snickered "Your gonna wish it was you but honestly by the time I am done with you You might just be dead." He punched me in the stomach,face, he took his cigarette outta his mouth before burning me on the arm. He let me go as I slid down the locker. Nobody helped me they all think I am the reason Josh is dead. 

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