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Kellin's POV

"Are you okay?" I asked Vic when I answered the door.

"Yes, I'm fine. Nothing happened." He told me.

"That's not true, Vic. I heard the call." I said.

"Whatever, I'm fine. What did you want?" He asked.

"Come on in." I said and opened the door wider.

He walked in and I closed the door.

"To my room!" I said with a smile and held his hand, leading him to my room. He was smiling lightly but when I turned around he re-applied the annoyed face.

We walked into my room and I shut the door. This has to be perfect or else I was gonna lose him. It had only been a month of knowing him, but still. I didn't want to risk losing him for good.

He sat on my bed and I went to get my laptop.

"Okay, so I wrote something but I can't play a guitar for shit so just bare with me." I said.

I began playing the track I made on GarageBand and cleared my throat.

I've been thinking lately about you and me,

And all the questions left unanswered,

How it all could be?

And I hope you know, you never left my head

And if I ever let you down, I'm sorry.

Woah-ohh

Oh no, no, no...

Woah-ohh

I see you around here lately,

you smile brighter than you should.

And me I've been so lonely,

I'm glad you're doing good.

Cause I can't forget the way it use to be,

And if I ever let you down, well I'm sorry.

Woah-oh-oh-oh, no, I can't let you...

Go-oh-oh-oh

And you know that you can take all of me,

I swear I will be better than before.

So sing it back, woah-oh-oh-oh

No, I can't let you go.

I'm sorry for the things I've done, things I've done.

I'm sorry for the man I was and how I treated you.

I'm sorry for the things I've done, things I've done.

I'm sorry for the man I was and how I treated you.

Woah-oh-oh-oh, no, I can't let you...

Go-oh-oh-oh

And you know that you can take all of me,

I swear I will be better than before.

So sing it back, woah-oh-oh-oh

No, I can't let you go.

I've been thinking lately about you and me,

And all the questions left unanswered,

How it all could be?

And I hope you know, you never left my head.

And if I ever let you down, I'm sorry.

He looked at me with tears streaming down his face. Uh-oh. Why is he crying? I was starting to get worried.

"I forgive you." He said softly and hugged me tightly.

I smiled and hugged him back while kissing his forehead. He was my little baby and I didn't want to lose him.

"Thank you." I said.

"It's been really hard lately and I j-just...I don't know. Sometimes I feel like it isn't gonna get any better." He cried.

"You'll be okay with me. I promise I won't let anyone hurt you." I said.

Then I noticed something. I lifted his arm and gently pulled up his sleeve to reveal cuts. A lot of them.

"Vic." I said sadly.

"I'm sorry. I know I'm not supposed to. It's just hard okay?" Vic said.

"What a waste of a perfectly good, clean wrist." I said and frowned.

He nestled his face in my neck and I laid back a little, pulling the covers over us. We fell asleep like that for a few hours until Vic got a call and had to go home.

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I'm so sorry guys! This set of chapters was pure crap but I promise it'll be better okay. Comment some things you'd like to see happen! Love you ❤️

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