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MACAU'S POV

"Can you stop counting the money in front of every one" I scolded Pon when we are going back to my office.

Because he keeps on counting the money I gave him, like he never seem that kind of money before.

"I'm going to bankrupt you the sooner than I thought, " he said in amusement and using the money as a fan.

"Pon, hide them they are looking at us now," I hissed at him again.

"Nah, I just want to bragged the money I earned from you, just to buy a ticket to your ex boyfriends concert. Easy peasy work, I hope he will have more concerts so I can  retire early." he exclaimed, I know he is teasing me again.

"Can you please stop saying those, what if somebody will here you." I said walking faster because I don't want anyone can hear our conversation.

"I hope our path never cross again. I'm letting you go because I know, you will be happy together. I'm not going to stop loving you that's a promise. I'm going to miss you. Goodbye Chay" that annoying sound of Dr. Top behind me. He keeps on repeating what I just said that day. I shouldn't let him stay that day if I know he will teased me like this now.

"Never crossed again, but he keeps on going to every event and concert of his ex. You're so whipped Khun Macau." Pon added more of his teasing to me.

I stopped in the middle of the hallway and turn to look at them with a serious face.

"Both of you? You want to die?" I asked them trying to scare them.

"Are the death threats you send to Kim not enough, so you are giving us death threat too" whispered Pon to me.

"You really want me to cut your tongue do you?" I asked him smirking.

"Another Psycho, indeed," he said very proudly to me, while clapping his hands like a kid.

"I know that too, you know that he kil...."

"Shut up both of you," I said with a loud voice because I'm so done with them.

I don't care if everyone will hear me, or report me. I had enough with them.

I hurriedly walked to my office because I don't want to hear anymore of them talking about my life.

It's been 6 months now since I ended up our relationship. I'm not happy with what happened to us, but I know Chay is happy now and that's the most important thing.

I will admit that I'm still affected with our broke up. And the pain is still there, like my heart is being torn apart, into a million pieces.

I'm just happy with what I'm doing now, attending his concert and events without his knowledge. I'm just gonna continue loving him from afar.

Seeing him smile is more than enough to ease the pain inside my heart.

I don't know what kind of love I have for him, to let him go just like that. But I don't want to force him to be with me or to love me just because that I love him.

"Dr. Theerapanyakul, your client is already waiting for you in your office." the nurse informed me.

I just nod at her and go straight inside at my office.

"Good morning," I greeted my client, she's very young and beautiful.

"Hi, I didn't know that my Dr. is this handsome" she said smiling at me, I mean flirting at me, because that's the way I can sense it.

"So how may I help you?" I asked her to change the subject and went to my sit.

"I came here for my fifth opinion" she said like nothing is wrong with what he said.

"Fifth?" I asked because if she is going to asked for more opinions about her illness that means it's serious. (don't know about medical so just pretend okey)

"Yes" she said shortly.

"Okey if you want my opinion Ms."

"Phatthranit Limpatiyakon or just call me Loverrukk" she said.

"Ms. Rrukk" I called her because I don't want to say the word love because that's for my special someone "you need to be examine in our hospital before I do that, if that's okey with you" I explained to her.

"But the problem is, I don't have anything to pay you anymore" she said, but I don't want to believe her because she looks like she came from a wealthy family.

"Looks can be deceiving" she told me like she knows what I am thinking.

"What do you mean?" I asked getting confused.

"If you are thinking that I came from a wealthy family, you are hundred percent wrong."

Even when she talks, she is so intimidating, like her appearance are opposite of her attitude.

"If you can't pay them, then we can't do the examination and my opinion as well" I told her directly.

"I can pay you with my body" she said without even stuttering at all.

"No I'm not going to accept that kind of payment" I answered her because that is true.

I don't like her like that, I know she's beautiful, but my body belongs to Chay only, period.

I'm not going to fall in her trap.

"Please help me, I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do. My illness is getting worst and I know that." she told me and now she's becoming emotional than before.

"How about your family? Do they know what is going on to you?" I asked

"I grow up in a club, and that's also my kind of work, to sell my body to every one. And now that I'm sick I can't work anymore. And most importantly I'm pregnant and no one is willing to help me. So if you don't want to help me, I'm going to find someone who can help me with my problems." she stated with disappointment. (Sorry for her kind of work, don't take it seriously please)

"Okey let me think of it first, and I will call you for my decision regarding this Ms Rrukk." oh shit why did I even say that I scolded myself. I should refuse it from the beginning.

"I know you don't like girls, so you can have my baby if you want, just incase I survive. Because I don't want my baby to grow up such a place like that." she said. Why is she throwing away her child just like that?

"Ms. Rrukk don't say anything like tha..."

"I know even if you never examine me yet, I know myself that I am gonna be gone soon. So I hope you can take care of my baby. And please show the beautiful side of the world" she said with a pleading eye.

I didn't say any word because of shocked, I just look at her in disbelief manner.

"I hope your boyfriend will accept my baby too" she said looking at the frame in front of my table.

"How did you even know he is my boyfriend?" I asked being shy about it.

"Friends don't look at each other like that. You two look so much in love, especially you" she said and I want to hold that words but I remembered that we are not together and he is already happy now with someone else.

Now I'm having a big problem to solve because of her. Should I say yes or no to the baby?

So this is Loverrukk... Sorry for her character in here.

Early update.... Because this story is going to end soon.....

Please support my other story too they are all completed. It's

VEGASPETE FF. T.Y

CHOOSING YOU

LETTING GO

LOSING YOU

LOVING YOU

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