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(I don’t really know anything about the UK so don’t judge me okay).

**mature…smut ;)**

It’s been nine months since Harry’s outburst. Niall and Harry were as happy as ever. There was no yelling, no fighting, no arguments, just love. Harry had been extremely confused the next time he showed up at school. Luke had approached him and apologised about everything, telling Harry he only did what he had because his fathers husband abused him. So, he took all his anger out on Harry. The day of Niall and Harry’s one year anniversary was special too. Harry took Niall out to dinner and a movie, then, Harry got exactly as he wished. 

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*two months ago*

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“Niall please?” Harry turned around in Niall’s hold and pushed his nose against Niall’s.

“Harry, I just think it’s too early”.

“But I love you…and you love me”.

“Harry..”

“Niall, make love to me”. Harry kissed Niall softly and pushed his body flush against Niall’s. He pressed his fingertips into Niall’s sides as the kiss began to get more sloppy and heated, Niall pulling on Harry’s hair. Niall pushed Harry to lie on his back and leant over him with one leg between Harry’s and the other beside Harry’s right leg. 

“Are you sure?” Harry nodded and took Niall’s face in his hands.

“I’ve never been so sure of anything. I love you”. Niall pecked Harry’s lips and kissed down Harry’s jaw, moving to his neck and nibble at the spot he knows makes him whine and moan. He pressed his now growing bulge against Harry’s as they both let out a strangled groan. Harry slid his hands under Niall’s t shirt and inched it up slowly, Niall sitting up, straddling Harry’s waist as he lifted his arms for Harry to pull it off and throw it away. Niall pulled Harry’s off while he had the opportunity. They kissed hard, almost as though they were bruising their lips, as Niall shoved his tongue through Harry’s lips and they lay back down slowly. Niall kissed down and made his way to Harry’s nipples, sucking and flicking, making Harry moan loud. “Niall”.

“We’ll go slow okay? I don't want to hurt you”. Harry nodded breathlessly and Niall kissed down to the top of Harry’s jeans, popping the button open and inching them down slowly as Harry lifted his hips enough for Niall to pull them off. Niall threw Harry’s jeans away and kissed up his right leg, pulling Harry’s boxers down and slowly taking him in his mouth. Harry pulled at Niall’s hair as he was a panting, moaning mess from Niall’s wet mouth.

“Niall please”. Niall jumped off the bed and got the lube and condom, popping the boatle open and kissed Harry softly. 

“Are you sure?” Harry spread his legs and gave Niall a view of his small red ring and Niall moaned. 

“Please Niall”. Harry begged and Niall nodded slightly, smothering his fingers in the lube and lightly running his fingertip over Harry’s hole. He slowly pressed it in, thrusting it slowly as he kissed Harry’s skin softly. “More”. Niall slowly added another finger and Harry winced from the weird feeling. Niall stopped moving his fingers as panic raised but Harry just shook his head. “I’m fine”. Once Niall had moved to three fingers and hit Harry’s prostate constantly Harry whispered out weakly that he was ready and Niall pulled his bottoms off. He went to pull on the condom but Harry stopped him. “I want to feel you”. Niall nodded and coated himself thickly in the lubricant, pushing Harry’s knees so they were bent.

“Just tell me if you want me to stop, okay?” Harry nodded and Niall pushed in slowly, making Harry wince from the sharp pain. “Harry?” Niall stopped moving and watched Harry with worry. 

“I-I’m fine, keep going”.

“I’m hurting you”. Niall went to pull out but Harry stopped him again. 

“I’m fine. Please Niall”. Niall hesitantly nodded and pushed in fully. He grabbed Harry’s free hand that wasn't clenching the sheets and intertwined their fingers, kissing Harry softly. “You can move”. Niall moved out slowly and pushed back in, trying not to go too fast. He began to thrust faster and Harry was moaning loud as Niall grunted with each thrust. 

“So good”. Harry moaned again. “You’re so tight baby”. Niall grunted again. “I love you”. He kissed Harry’s rapidly rising and falling chest with soft kisses, trying to ease Harry from any pain he was in. Sweat on sweat, skin on skin, the room echoed from the slapping and bed rocking, each moan and grunt that escaped them was all that filled the house. “So tight. So good baby”.

“I love you too”. Niall pressed his forehead against Harry’s, their breathing ragged and short as Harry rocked onto Niall with every thrust. “I’m close Ni”. With three more thrusts, Harry came between them, clenching around Niall’s length which also made him come. Harry rocked them through their orgasms and Niall pulled out slowly, Harry wincing slightly. Niall and Harry kissed softly for a little bit as Niall wrapped his arms around Harry. As they pulled away, Harry shifted uncomfortably and Niall frowned, pushing Harry’s hair back.

“What’s wrong baby? Was I too hard?” Harry shook his head. 

“I’m ah…it’s just…I’m leaking”.

“Oh..sorry Haz” They chuckled lightly and kissed again.

“I love you Niall. So much”.

“I love you too Haz”.

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That night was perfect in so many ways for the boys. Ever since they’ve been sex crazed. Everywhere they went they just couldn't keep their hands off each other. Louis, Liam and Zayn would laugh at their touching, just telling them to run to the bathroom already so they didn't have to witness anything they didn't want to. A lot of nights they would go for a round two in the shower. One time they had sex in the bath and it was the best experience either of them had ever had. A lot of mornings Harry would wake up to Niall pushing into him and that was a pretty unusual way for him to wake up from his deep slumber, but the pleasure overtook the grumpiness. 

Harry was now sort of friends with Luke and applying to study to be a lawyer at Cambridge, Oxford, University College London and Glasgow. He hadn’t told Niall any of this yet. He was planning on doing that after he made dinner. It was coming to the time where they got their acceptance letters and he was getting more and more nervous. It was possible he could get them today and that scared him. What if he wasn't accepted? What if he wasn't good enough? What if no one liked him? All the what ifs wouldn't stop for him. He had finished his exams now and he was graduating high school in a week. He got a lot of money when his mother died and now that he had turned eighteen, he was able to use it. He had big plans for him and Niall and he hoped Niall would be just as excited as he was. 

“Harry, babe you ah…You have mail”. Harry gulped as he took the envelopes with the university names on them from Niall. Harry stared down at the three envelopes and looked up to Niall hesitantly. “When were you going to tell me?” Niall looked mostly hurt that Harry hadn't trusted him and told him right away on what he was applying to. Harry just kept telling Niall he wasn't going anywhere.

“I…I was just scared…I’m sorry”.

“Don’t you trust me?” Niall watched Harry with pain in his eyes and Harry took a shaky breath. 

“I do, I promise I do”.

“But you're going to leave me?”

“No! No you’ll come with me!” Niall’s frown deepened. 

“You want me to just pack up and leave?” Harry’s small smile faded. “Harry, I finally have a family, I’m finally slightly comfortable with where I live and you want me to just pack up and disappear so you don't have to feel guilty?”

“No Niall I..”

“You just thought that because you asked, I’d go?”

No! I made a huge plan! Niall you’ll love it!”

“So you've decided everything? I’m just your play thing on the side that’ll do everything you say?”

“No Niall! You’ve got it all wrong! We can but a house together near my university and we can get married one day and I’ll get my degree and we’ll have a few kids. It’ll be perfect Ni”. Niall just stared at Harry incredulously. He couldn't believe that Harry had done this. He practically planed Niall’s future without Niall having any say in it at all. He was angry. 

“Oh my god you're so stupid Harry!” Harry frowned with hurt. “Kids? KIDS!? I told you I could never take care of kids! I can’t even take care of myself! You said you didn't care and now you're planning my entire fucking future without my consult involving one of the main things I can’t have? I can’t believe you!”

“Niall I”

“Just leave Harry”. Harry’ eyes watered. 

“What?” His voice cracked as he tried to keep the tears from falling. 

“I said leave. Go pack your bags and leave. Now!” Harry scrambled up the stairs in shock, grabbing a bag and packing as much as he could in it. He stuffed his letters in there too and ran down the stairs, looking at Niall. 

“Niall”. Harry let out a small whimper and Niall snapped his head up.

“Go! And don’t come back! You want kids while you go off to fucking work to leave the agoraphobic with another few lives to attend to then you go find your prefect flawless man who isn’t me! Go on! Just leave. Go live the life you deserve”. 

“No! Niall I”

“Harry, go. Now!” As soon as Harry closed the door after him, Niall dropped to the ground, sobbing loudly as he just let his only happiness go. His life. His reason that he found Greg, Denise and Theo. His one and only was now gone and there was nothing he could do. It was for the best. He knew that. He wanted Harry to live the life he deserved. Niall couldn't give him that. Niall wasn't good for him.

Harry scrambled through his pocket, grabbing his phone and dialling Louis’ number.

“Harry?”

“L-Lou…Lou…Louis” Harry hiccuped, trying not to fall as he stumbled through the rain.

“Haz? What’s wrong? Where’s Niall?” Harry sobbed loudly as he tripped and fell on the wet pavement. “I’m coming to get you okay? Stay right where you are?” Harry couldn't believe it. No matter how much he wanted to deny it, he couldn’t. He and Niall were over.

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