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A/n: okay so y'all remember how Scott and Stiles have that weird link thing? Yeah so where scott says something in his mind it'll be in italis and underlined and when Stiles says something in his mind it'll just be italics.

K enjoy!

Stiles hasn't gone to school the rest of that week and the following. He was too ashamed to face the pack after the things he said. He knew for a fact they would look at him differently, even if they didn't show it, he knows they are in some way. Stiles has only left his room three time in the whole two weeks he's been shut down. Only leaving his room to go out and feed. But he barely did that either. This made Noah worry because he hadn't seen his son, Stiles leaving when the Sheriff was gone so he didn't have to see him.

By this Stiles has weakened, sleep deprived, color lost from his skin, hair grown long, gotten bony. Too bony, it was unhealthy. His ribcage showing through the pale and weak skin. Stiles couldn't do things without think of the pack. Of Allison. What he said to her. It made him want to vomit, but he had nothing to throw up.

School had been quieter without Stiles' joyful presents around. The pack walked around with their heads down tears pooling in their eyes they wouldn't dare let fall. Barely talked to each other. The pack is falling apart.

Oof! When I tell you shit flipped...

Shittt. Fliiippped

Third week later Stiles woke from another restless sleep with a sigh, but shook the tiredness from his head

Stiles decided to go to school.

He got up and stretched for what felt like five mintues. He had such a good stretch, he nearly blacked out. Stiles showered while randomly singing Taylor Swift. Stiles looked at himself in the mirror after brushing his teeth and frowned at the sight of his thin face he saw. Saddened he let himself get this bad. He shook the thought from his head and put a smile on his face. A genuine smile.

Noah downstairs was surprised to hear Stiles waking up, hoping finally the boy got out of his funk. Noah smiles to himself and chuckled a little hearing the Taylor Swift.

"Today's gonna be a good day," he told himself, smile brightening at that. The werefox grabbed his backpack and jumped down the stairs in one leap  with a soft landing. Stiles walked in the kitchen with a happy smile on his face. Noah was in shock not thinking he'd see his son for a while.

"Mornin pops," Stiles said cheerfully taking a piece of toast from his father's plate and taking a big bite although it didn't do him any good. Noah just stared at him shook.

"What? You look like you've seen a ghost,"

"I think I'm looking at one right now," Noah said sarcastically, examining how pale his sons skin was. Stiles only shrugged it off.

"I didn't think I'd see you for another century," Noah joked.

"The different is, I'll still be alive. You sure as hell won't," Stiles joke muttered the last part but Noah still heard him, Stiles earning a smack to the back of his head. Stiles rubbed at the sore spot but laughed.

"How are you doing, son?" Noah asked in a more serious tone.

"Well, could be better obviously but I'm getting there," Stiles said with an assuring smile.

"Okay, well if you need anything just let me now," Noah rested an assuring hand on his sons shoulder. Stiles nodded and muttered a 'thanks dad'. Stiles checked the time in his phone seeing that he should be getting to school before he was late.

"Gotta go pops! Gonna be late!" Stiles said then drank the rest of Noah's orange juice and a big gulp of his coffee. He schrunched up his face and the gross mix of the drinks, then ran out to his Jeep and down the road.

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The group of the very few stood outside the school in a little circle like usual except smaller without Stiles..

"Hey guys, how's it goin?" Kira tried cheerfully but not too cheerful to the point we're she tried to make it seem like everything was alright. Because it wasn't.

"It's goin," Lydia answered glumly.

"You think he's ever gonna come back?" Liam said blankly looking up at Scott.

"I don't know bud. I don't know," Liam frowned at that. Liam worried the most about Stiles' next to Scott. As soon as they were about to start walking in the school, the all too familiar blue jeep parked quickly in front of them. Stiles stuck his head out the window grinning from ear to ear.

"Turn those frowns upside down!" He said cheerfully. They all stood in shock looking at him before them, not believing her was actually there.

"What? You busy seeing a ghost too?" Stiles questioned as he walked up to them.

"Might as well be," Kira muttered touching his pale skin.

"Yeah look, I know I shut you all out and I shouldn't have. I'm sorry. I'm really fucking sorry for always treating you like shit all the time," Stiles said looking down.

"It's okay Stiles. We forgive you," Lydia says speaking for everyone. Stiles looks at Scotts sad-happy face giving her small smile. He goes to give him a hug and to kiss him but that's interrupted with a hard punch to his chest knocking the wind out of him for a second and causing him to take a step back. Scott pulls Stiles but his jacket collar pressing their lips together in long sweet kiss. Stiles brings his hands around Scott's back.

"I missed you, dickhead," Scott whispered to him as they pulled away slowly.

"I missed you too," Stiles responded, a goofy smile on his face.

"What happened to you Stiles?" Liam asked seeing that stiles clothes were super baggy on him.

"I look really unhealthy right? Probably shouldn't even be standing," Stiles chuckled dryly.

"Why haven't you been eating?" Scott asked softly. Stiles leaned on the hood of his car with the sigh looking down and fiddling with his scrawny fingers.

"I just couldn't. I always felt sick to my stomach. They way I made you all feel... I hate myself,"

"Don't hate yourself. Or starve yourself! It wasn't you. You know that, don't you?" Lydia said leaning on his call next to him.

"Yes it was. It was m-"

"Stop beating yourself up over this before I have to actually beat you up," Malia joked.

"Okay," Stiles threw his hands up in defence.

"Where's Allison by the way?" Stiles asked seriously concerned about her whereabouts. He needs to talk to her about it personally. He knows she took what he said to heart.

"She's not answering her phone so she probably overslept and will be here before lunch," Lydia told him. Stiles sighed, but nodded. Liam could see he wasn't just asking to ask for no reason.

"You okay Stiles?" The beta asked.

"Yeah, yeah I just really need to talk to her," Liam nodded at him.

"Enough sappy stuff! Let's go!" Stiles cheered when the bell rang. The werefox threw his arms around Scott and Liam and the three walked off happily with the rest following behind.

The first morning classes went by smoothly though Stiles was really tired. His teachers questioned where he had been for the past two weeks and he just told them he has been really sick but is okay now. After 4th period Stiles rushes through the halls in a search for Allison. Stiles eventually ram into Lydia and Scott walking down. He stopped them and rushes out if they had seem her. Scott answered saying he'd just seen her walking down the hall. Stiles said a quick thanks then ran after her.

"Allison! Hey, Ally!" Stiles called out to her seeing her at the end of the hall. Allison turned around to see stiles running after her so she stopped. Her heart rate quickens and she almost has a scared look on her face. This saddens Stiles seeing that one of his closest friends was scared to him, but she had every right to feel any type of negative emotion towards him.

"Uh, hey Stiles. I didn't think you'd be coming back to school anytime soon," Allison said once he caught up to her.

"Yeah, me neither... Can we talk?" After a moments of thinking, Allison nodded, so they walked outside. The pair stopped in front of Stiles' jeep, a suffocating silence between them. The silence was long. A little too long.

"So... what is it that you wanted to talk to me about?" Though she already knew what this conversation would be about, she just had to get Stiles to start.

"I wanted to say I'm sorry. Though just sorry doesn't fix any of it..." Stiles rubbed his face in distraught trying to cover up that he was about to start crying. He didn't want to start crying.

"I wish I could talk it all back. And I  don't want to erase your memory of it, then I'd be a worse person then I already am," Allison stayed quiet watching as Stiles playing with his fingers in his lap letting him say everything that he needed to say. "I wish I never said any of it,"

"But that is how you felt isn't it," She didn't actauly want to know but she knew she had to ask though truth may break her heart a little more.

"I guess yeah, back then. I was already kind of left out because of it all. Then you came into town and I felt further away. I tried to blame someone and it was you... I'm so sorry. So fucking sorry," the tears started falling then. Allison felt like her heart had been ripped out of her chest at this. Stiles felt like he deserves to have his heart ripped out of his chest. Allison felt terrible for what she had done some years ago, and Stiles felt terrible for what he has done now.

"It's okay Stiles. I don't blame you or hate you for anything. And it'd be the last thing I did if I do,"

"You don't?" He lifted his head to her, a completely broken face he showed.

"Of course not. You're like my brother. I could never hate you," She wrapped her arms around the werefox's torso embracing him in a soft hug.

"Thanks Ally," Stiles said with a soft smile. Allison smiles wide in return. The pair walked back in the building with positive emotions, Stiles' arm loosely around the brunettes shoulders. It was safe to say the school day went by in a breeze.

At the last bell Stiles was out in a hurry to leave. On his way out he spotted Scott at the end of the hall opening his locker. Stiles' heart warmed at the alphas noticeable innocence. Stiles had missed his boyfriend dearly. He had so much goin on he hadn't had any time to just be with him. It hurts to know how distant the couple had been recently. The most they've ever gotten to lately is Scott punching Stiles then kissing him saying how much he missed him.

"Hey Scotty," Stiles said cheerfully, kissing the alpha. Scott's cheeks warmed at the gesture with a childish smile rising on his face.

"Hi Stiles," his face red up to the tops of his ears. Stiles smiles liked knowing he made Scott blush like that.

"Come over?" Stiles asked holding his hand out. Scott nods taking Stiles' hand and together they walked out the school. The drive home was quiet in an odd way. Stiles was silent, too deep in his own thoughts. Scott was just watching things outside the car go by in a blur till he noticed the silence between them. Scott looked to his side at Stiles seeing him deep in thought that made him curious.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Scott asked breaking the silence. Scott's voice shook Stiles out of his thoughts.

"I was just thinking... um... What has Seline been doing? Ya know why haven't they come looking for me?" Stiles questioned though he knew Scott didn't have a clue.

"I don't think you need to worry about them anymore. I think they're gone," Scott tried to convince Stiles.

"I don't know. They wouldn't just stop their plan. Especially the devil himself. To just give up on something like bring Hell to earth? I don't know how I know, but that's not like him," Stiles tensed gripping the steering wheel firming in anxiousness. Scott noticed his uneasiness, so he gently rested his hand over top Stiles'. Stiles visibly relaxed at the simple touch. He felt tingles shocks and sparkes shooting up his arms. Stiles was electrified. The feeling was amazing. It wasn't like he would get from any regular person. This was different. It wasn't an evil feeling.

It made Stiles think about what it could be but got what felt like the 15th time today his thoughts where cut off by something, and this time was Scott removing his hand from Stiles. Stiles instantly missed the warmth and shocked Scott's touch gave him, he almost whined at it.

With out noticing Stiles had parking in his driveway still sitting in the driver seat still thinking he's driving for he has no sense of place.

What's going on with him? Scott thought to himself walking over to Stiles drivers side of the car.

I don't know... Stiles thought back. That whole thing still freaked them out. I happened out of know where and why only then two?

"We have got to figure this out," Scott stated swinging Stiles door open and started pulling him out the car. Stiles finally got a sense of where he was and made movements on his own. The pair made it into the house and both plopped on the couch with heavy sighs. A peaceful silence hung in the air, and it wasn't a long one before Scott turned to face Stiles.

"Okay, whatever this..." in the middle if him talking he took Stiles hands in his, that being the point where Stiles stopped listening to what Scott was say and was again memorized by the shocks and tingles on his skin. Stiles felt completely addicted to the touch, never wanting Scott to pull away. He thought it was the insatiable feeling he got when he fed but this was different it was a good feeling not the usual bad. And he like it way more than the bad.

"Hello? Stiles," Scott said snapping his fingers in Stiles face. Stiles blinked rapidly and shook his head looking back up at Scott.

"Did you hear anything that I said," stiles gulped and shook his head no.

"What's up with you? You blanked out in the car too,"

"It's nothing. Just, what were you saying?" Stiles dismissed it.

"What I was saying was that the mind link, I guess we could call it that, that we have is weird and we need to figure out how and why we have it," Stiles nodded focusing the best he could with Scott hand still on his.

"Try it,"

"I don't know how to use it," Stiles told him.

"I don't know either," Scott responded. Stiles plopped back on the couch with a sigh.

Perfect, trying to figure soemthing out and don't even know where to start. Hate that feeling. Stiles thought.

"I heard that! Yes! That I heard,"Scott said excitedly. They gittered with excitement that they're getting somewhere.

Later we should go running! Stiles cheered

I hate running, Scott whines some.

We need to be more active anyways. Come on! It'll be fun!

Maybe,  But Stiles already knew it was a yes.

"That's fun. It gives me a slight headache but it's bearable," Stiles said with a funny smile on his face.

"Okay, come on," Scott said standing up. Stiles shook his head and made granny hands at scott.

"I though you wanted to go run,"

"I changed my mind," Stiles tugged on Scott's arm bring him back down. Stiles laid out on the couch pulling Scott on top of him. He turned on the tv and watched whatever was on, wrapping his arms around and drawing small circles on Scott's back. Scott was frozen in confusion. Of course he loved being this close to his boyfriend, but the way Stiles was acting was wierd. He'd never acted like that. Stiles was completely addicted to Scott's touch. He was in a trance he never wanted to get out of. Other than that, Stiles felt different towards Scott. Like he had to be with him at all times, like a job. They're souls had to come together

They'd probably never get another sweet moment like this again for a long time.

They had to savor and soak up every little detail of this moment.

Other than that, Stiles felt different towards Scott. Like he had to be with him at all times, like a job. They're souls had to come together.

Like they were mates.

Hey guys. The shittiest author back at it again😉.

Recap!: This chapter wasn't as depressing as the usual ones. Yay! (I guess) Stiles makes amends with Allybear!!! I was really excited about that. Stiles figured out they are mates!?! W H A T !!!!

What to expect with further chapters: Seline, Cade and Sybil come back but I dont know what I want to do with that. More Sciles and the mind link thingy (I calling it that now) I know it's weird but w.e. a more insight of them being.mates and all that.

Also sorry for all the accidental publishing's. Sometimes when I scroll up while I'm editing, my thumb goes too far and hits publish🤦🤷

I wish this book wasn't so shitty🤦 but I'm trying. Hope you liked it!

Bye!!!!

~Kai~

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