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Niall's POV

I stared at Louis from across the room. I don't remember when it all started but everytime I look at him something happens inside of me. Before I didn't know what it was but now I do. Everytime it happened in the past I denied it but I can't do it anymore. I love him. More than I probably should, but I don't want to fight these feelings anymore. They are there and there is nothing I can do about it anymore. I've tried so hard to push them away but everytime he did something, like a simple smile they just kept crawling back. I haven't said anything to him and I don't think I will, or could. It can ruin our friendship, and that means more to me than these stupid feelings. 

I kept staring at him while he talked to Zayn about something. But my thought were interrupted when my phone started to vibrate. I looked down at my phone and saw a text from Liam. I opened the text, 'You're practically eye-raping him'. I looked up and met his gaze. Liam was the only one who knew about my feelings. He grinned at me and turned back to Harry. I sighed and looked up at Louis who was already looking at me. He turned away and started to blush. Wait, why did he blush? He looked back at me and gave me a soft smile. Now it was my turn to blush.

After a while the others decided to go out and eat but surprisingly I wasn't hungry. So I just decided to stay at home. Which would give me time to think about things. But Louis decided to stay at home too. But hey, I ain't complaining. 

I sat in my room, singing and playing our new song Little Things as I heared a soft knock on my door. 

"Come in." I said and continued to play a few chords. My head automatically turned around when I heard Louis voice. 

"I was going to watch a movie and I thought you might want to watch it with me?"

"Sure. Which movie?" I said as I placed my guitar on my bed.

"Ehm, what do you want to see?" He said as we walked down the stairs.  

"Uh, I don't know." There was an extreamly awkward silence as we stood and tried to pick a movie. There shouldn't be an awkward silence. We are best friends and we are acting like we've just met. After about five mintues we decided to watch some zombie movie I had no idea we had. I didn't really like scary movies, but having Louis by my side made me feel safe. We sat down with to much space between us, well at least that was what I thought. But I tried to ignore it as much as I could. The movie started and the first scary scene showed up and I started to get really nervous. I really hate getting scared.

Louis noticed and put his arm on my shoulder making me sit closer to him. My heart literally skipped beats when he touched me. I looked up at him and he just smiled at me and turned his attention back to the TV. After about five minutes Louis still had his arm around my shoulder. And now it was getting even scarier than before.  

I curled up by Louis side and laid my head on his shoulder. His grip got tighter around me. Out of nowhere a zombie popped up on the screen. I jumped up in my seat and screamed the girliest scream you can imagine. Louis just laughed and caressed my back. 

"Shut up it's not funny." I said with my face in his neck. My lips caressed his neck as I spoke and I could feel him tense. I continued to hide my face in his neck. I didn't dare to look at the rest of the movie. I stayed like that for about an hour until Louis spoke.

"It's okay Niall, the movie is over." He said and his grip around my shoulder wasen't as tight as it was before. I sat up and looked at the screen which was now black. I yawned and turned my head to look at Louis. I jumped back a little at how close he was. I suddenly started to blush. Why was he sitting so close. Okay, I did have my face pressed up his neck before but it's different now. He was looking at me. Not my eyes, but me. It felt like it was just us two. Which it actually was. Untill the other three idiots decided to walk through the door.

"Meet me in my room in five minutes." He said and stood up.

"Good night guys!" He gave me one final look and walked up to his room. What on earth would he want me in his room? I'm not gonna lie and say I didn't come up with some things we could do there but he dosen't like me like that. Right? He's not gay. My thoughts were interrupted when Liam sat down beside me.

"Well, aren't you gonna go up to him?" He said and smirked at me. 

"Y-you heard that?" I said and stared at him.

"Just don't be too loud, okay?" He said and winked at me. 

"It's not like that Liam. How many times do I have to tell you he dosen't like me like that?" I said and started to get a little annoyed. Liam knew pretty damn well Louis wasn't gay. He was with Eleanor not too long ago. But there was this part of me. But it wasn't big, but big enough for me to stand up and walk upstairs to Louis bedroom. I could here Liam giggle behind me but I didn't look back. 

I stood outside his room a bit. Should I knock or just walk in? No, knock. I knocked a few times and I could here someone walk inside. I suddenly started to feel really nervous. I wonder what he wants. What if Liam told him I liked him and he's angry? But he didn't seem angry before. Plus Liam would never do that. 

The door swung opened and revealed a very half-naked Louis. His bare chest made my stomach full of butterflies. I tried not to stare to much. My eyes travled from his chest up to his face were my eyes met his and he smiled softly at me. He stepped aside so I could go in. I walked in and stood awkwardly in the middle of the room waiting for Louis to say something.  

"I have something I need to tell you." He started and looked nervous. Which made me feel more nervous then I were before. He took a breath and continued.

"It's about this feeling I'm having towards someone. I don't know what to do because everytime I see this person I just want to scream to the world how much I love hi- this person." Wait. Was he about to say him? He was wasn't he. Oh my god he was. Or was he? It sounded like it. 

"And I really need to tell this person how I feel before I explode." He said and looked more intensely at me. He never talked with me about this sort of stuff before. He always talks about this with Harry. If i'm gonna be completely honest I didn't want to hear this. Him, talking about someone other than me. He's obviously in love with someone else. 

"Louis I don't understand. You never talk to me about this, who is this person?" I said and tried not to sound too sad. He started to walk towards me and stopped only a couple of inches in front of me.  

"This person I'm in love with. He's perfect in every way. He makes my day by just smiling at me. And when he talkes my stomach explodes with butterflies. His eyes are also perfect, his hair, his cheekbones." He said and caressed my cheek with his hand. My heart was practically beating out of my chest. 

"Does that answer your question about who this person might be?" He said and looked me in the eyes. I couldn't say that I knew. Even though it was pretty obvious I couldn't. I needed him to say me.

"Who?" I said and stared into his eyes. He smirked at me and leaned in further.

"You of course." He said and kissed me on the lips. It wasn't how I imagined how it would be. It was ten times better. It was the best kiss I've ever had. I kissed back and tangled my fingers in his hair. I tugged at them and a moan escaped his lips. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes.

"I take that as you like me too?" He said and grinned at me.

"Like? No, love." I said and crashed my lips on his again. No, this. This was the best kiss I've ever had. 

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