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This is saaaaaad. Buhuuuu. *wipes away tears* If you liked it then yeeey and if you don't then buuu. Anywayyy vote/comment/fan what ever you cuties feels like! 

I dedicated this to @TheWayYouLookTonight because God she's awesome. Her stories is amazing! I'm such a big fan of her! ANYWAY, bye ^^,

Liam's POV

It's been a week. A whole week since the accident. A whole week without Zayn. And today's the day. The funeral. Yes it's true, Zayn is dead. My Zayn. He was all mine. We were so happy together. But that drunken driver had to ruin it all for us. He had to take away that one person that meant the world to me. 

I pulled up by the curch and walked out of my car. I slowly walked up to the other boys. Only Niall met my eyes but only for a second. We walked into the church and sat down in the benches. I looked up at the altar. It was beautiful. With all the flowers by the coffin. I felt a tear escape my eye. But I didn't bother to wipe it away. I just let it roll down my cheek. The priest said a few words and then beutiful music filled the air. More tears escaped my eyes. I couldn't move. It was like I was frozen in time. I just sat there, staring into nothing. 

It was time when you could walk up to the coffin and say goodbye. I stood up and slowly walked up to it with tears streaming down my face. I sat down on my knees in front of the coffin and buried my head in my hands.

"I'm so sorry Zayn, babe. I love you so much. Please come back, I would do anything to be with you. I'm so sorry, it's all my fault" I don't think I've ever cried this much before. My head hurts like hell but it's nothing compared to my heart. I felt a pair of hands dragging me off the floor. But I didn't want to leave. I wanted to be with Zayn. But I was to weak to do anything. 

I was pulled into a car and it drove away. I staried into the seat in front of me. I heard a voice talking to me but I didn't listen to it. It drove a couple of minutes before it stopped. I was pulled out of the car and in into a building. I had a firm grip on my arm. I looked to my left and saw Niall stand there. We walked into a elevator and Niall pressed a button and the doors closed. The elevator made its way up. When we reached the floor we walked out and Niall followed me to my room. We walked in and I sat down on my bed.

"Are you gonna be okay Li?" I nodded and Niall gave me a hug before he walked out the room.

I walked over to Zayns suitcase and opened it. I felt a couple of tears roll down my face. I remember last time we talked. We had a fight. It was stupid, I don't even remember what it was about. But he just walked away without talking to me. After a while he took his car and drove away. And that was the last time I saw him alive.

I looked in his suitcase and found a note. I opened it and started to read.

Dear Liam. I love you but I just need time to think. That's why I drove away. I didn't want you to hear me cry because I hate when you have to see me weak. I hate when you see me weak becasue I can see it in your eyes that it's making you weak too. And seeing you weak just breaks me even more. Don't bother calling me or come looking for me. I will be back later I promise, but right now I just want to be alone. Please Liam don't believe the words I told you tonight. Don't believe that I never love you becuase God I love you so much it hurts. I'll see you soon.

Love your Zayn

I re-read the note over and over again as tears were streaming down my face. I could feel my heart break in pieces that I would never be able to fix. I can't live without him. I walked out of the door with the note in my hand and walked over to the elevator. I walked in and pressed the button to the roof. When I were at the top I walked out in the cold air. I stepped closer to the edge and re-read the last part. I took the last step. I'll see you soon I thougt to myself before everything went black.

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