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💥Recap💥

Yeah you know what.

I should forget and just keep cnalm.

After thinking about it for a while i decided to avoid Ivan and only talk to him when making a video. But the thing is also his present. I also have to talk to him while i give it to him

💥Birthday Day💥

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILIO" said a bunch of people

I woke up and it was the Team who woke me up with like always Jake had to pull a prank on me. I stood up and was rubbing my eyes.

"Wow guys thanks. Thanks for remembering"i said

"How could we not remember. Your part of the Team 10 family" Tessa said and she hugged me

"Bring it in" Jake said.

Everyone came into a big hug

Then i saw the cake

Did you guys make this cake?"i asked

"No we didn't but someone who is sharing this birthday with you made this cake"they said

First person that came to mind: IVAN

Crap i don't want to talk to him or this feeling is going to come back. Damn play it cool

"Aww thanks Tessa"i said playing dumb

"Lol no it's not me. It's Ivan"she said

"Oh"i said looking down

"Hey let's go wake up your brother" Chance suggested

"You guys can go. im going to go to bathroom"i said

They all went and i heard them scream his name. By the time that happened i was in the bathroom just sitting their on the floor thinking out what i should do.

I heard a knock on the door

"I'll be right out"i said

"Emilio it's Jake"he said

I stood up and opened the door

"Hey what's up"i said trying to not show any emotion

"Yo bro you ok? You seem like you got a lot on your mind. So whats up"he asked

I didn't want to talk about Ivan but at the same time i didn't want to lie about what is going on. I stayed silent for a while

"Hello?"Jake said and broke me out of my thinking zone

"Yeah" I asked

"So what's up?" he asked

"Oh nothing it's just i'm not in a birthday mood"i said

"Why?"he asked

"I don't know Jake ok I don't know"i said kind of eager for him to leave me alone

"Damn calm dowm"he said

"Im sorry jake it's just i honestly don't want to talk about it"i said more softly

"Its cool. Did you say Happy Birthday to your brother?"he asked

"No not yet. Probably going to go take a shower first and you know the rest"i said

"Ok man. Well hurry we have to tell your brother about the thing you brought him"he said leaving

"Ok "i said

I closed the door and went to take a shower.

💎40 minutes later💎

I came out and was feeling fresh. I went to my room and dried my hair. I honestly really don't want to see Ivan.

I was still in my room and then Chance came in.

"Whats up man"he said

"Hey Chance"i said

"What you doing?"he asked

"Nothing just getting ready that's all" i said

"Cool cool man. So Jake said he wanted to take you guys out for your birthday. So hurry"he said

"Im already ready"i said smiling

"Then let's go"he said

We went downstairs and i encountered everyone even Ivan.

"THERE'S THE OTHER BIRTHDAY BOY" he announced

"Yeah i'm here"i said

"So where are we going?"i asked

"Somewhere but did you say Happy Birthday to your brother?"he asked

"Oh no i didn't have the time to"i said making an excuse

"Well.. go on"he said

"Happy Birthday Ivan" i said

"Happy Birthday Emi"he said going in fot a hug

I only hugged him because i didn't want to be a bitch in front of the whole group. I honestly didn't want to hug him. I really wanted tooo ................... kiss him in the cheek. Not in thr mouth. Not there yet

So we headed for the car. I sat next to Tessa which is the in middle. So Ivan and I were sitting apart. I just stayed silent the whole car ride

I really didn't want to go. I wasn't really in a birthday mood but at the same time. I appreciate what the group did for our birthday

So i just pretended to enjoy it. We got there and we all ordered. i got to say the food was delicious.

After our meal we went back to the house and just watched a movie. Everyone stayed downstairs and i just went to our room. I fell on my bed and was silent.

I rolled myself up with one of the blankets and just stayed there. I was kind of tired so i took a nap.

💥1 hour or so later💥

I woke up and came to notice that my pants were off and i was only in my boxers and everyone in the room even our roomates Chance and Anthony were sleeping. Ivan and I share a bed but i was hoping he was sleeping because if i turned around to look at him and he was awake. It would be weird. Especially now that he has his arm wrapped around my waist. I think he was asleep when he wrapped his arm around me. So probably a mistake

So instead of trying to go to sleep again i took the risk and turned around. I found Ivan sleeping and he looked so cute. I was bored so i took a pic for Snapchat. Some time pass so i decided to turn my body around and jusy look at him.

His arm was still around me but i didn't know if this was right. I feel like this a mistake and i should just try my best to forget about him because he probably already has an eye on someone.

PLZ EMILIO I SAID IN MY HEAD BACK OFF BUT FOR TONIGJT ENJOY YOURSELF

Hey guys thanks for reading make sure to vote and comment. Thank you all for being supportive of what i went thru. U guys are like my Wattpad family and i hope i make you happy when this chapter goes up. Thanks and love you all💖

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