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"I'm coming" Ivan said

Oh yay again that moment had to be ruined. I looked down

But that the thought kept coming. Did me and Ivan have our first moment?

🍭Emi's P.O.V🍭

I stayed in my room and kept hearing the word "baby"

Ughh. SHUT UPP

Sometimes I just think it's never gonna happen. I mean what's the point of trying if your never going to win the fight right?

I sat there thinking

Does Ivan really care of what I think about his gf?

I mean I could just go to where they are and be like I don't like her. But I don't want Ivan to think I'm a dick.

Even though I really am a dick.

Sometimes I feel like I should like another person so this whole Ivan situation will go away

One person came to mind: Ruben

Yes Ruben isn't gay but who's to say that I can't make him desire me?

Yes I might sound like a slut but Ivan isn't going to be anything more than just a brother

Plus Rubens kind of hot. So

I call Ruben and talked to him.

"Hey" I said

"What's up. How u been?" He asked

"I've been good how about u"I asked

"I've been good. You know busy but lately I've been free"he said

"Mhm wanna hang out tomorrow"I asked

"I'm down. What we gonna do" he asked

"I don't know tbh. whatever comes to mind" I said

I'm thinking the nasty lol

"Ok see u tomorrow" he said

"Bye" I said

I hanged up and didn't really think about Ivan

Maybe this is just a time in my life where I'm just confused. I mean I'll try to get over this situation and just go for the best solution

I mean tomorrow I'm gonna see Ruben and things might end up a little to naughty.

I laid down looking up and fell asleep

😐4 hours later😀

I woke up and turned to my side to not find Ivan there. Probably in the room sleeping with his "girlfriend"

Ughh

Sometimes I hate that word but hey I have Ruben so screw him

I stood up and went to the kitchen

"Hey baby" my mom said to me mocking Victoria

"Haha your so mean" I said sarcastically

"I don't like her" she said

"Me too" I said

"But what can we do. Ivan likes her" I said

"You didn't expect this did you? Such a long time away from him and it's like you don't know what he's doing" she said

"Yeah mom I didn't expect this"I say looking down

"I have a feeling those two aren't going to last. Something about her makes me wonder what she has been up too" she asked

"I don't know mom but that's his problem" I say

"By the way I'm going to hang with Ruben later" I said

"Ok I'll see you when you come back cause I have to go to your aunts house. She's going to see your uncle at the hospital so she asked me to babysit your baby cousins"she said

"Ok mom. See you later" I said

I walk to the fridge and I felt a pair of arms hold my waist behind me. I turned around and it was

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Hey guys sorry for not updating for a long ass time but I promise I'll try to do my best. The reason is one of my family members passed recently. My family and his family haven't been so good. And it was some family thing so I had to also feel for them. Regardless I love you all. I will also try to update my Dolan, Nayes, Jyrus books by the end of next week. Love you all

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