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Monty POV....

"What are they talking about Monty if you didn't fuck her they wouldn't be saying it so who is she?" Variah yelled at me. She's pressed about some bitches talking about who I'm fucking. At this point I'm not fucking anybody but I do know who they talking about.

"There is nobody I'm fucking Variah damn chill out" I said waving her off as I was watching the game. She stood in front of the TV and she was irritating the fuck out of me to the point I could punch this bitch. She's so damn delusional it's making me pray my daughter doesn't turn out like that.

"Stop fucking lying to me" she said slapping me across my face she started swinging and it took everything in me to just restrain her and not knock her ass into a new year. I grabbed her hands and threw her on the floor and pinned her down.

She was still trying to get out of my grip but she wasn't getting out. "Calm your ass down if I was fucking who they think I'm fucking I wouldn't be here real shit" I said then I hopped off of her. I stood up and she did the same and walked to the hall closet.

She grabbed her purse and her car keys. "Where you going?" I said not really interested and regretting I even asked her. "With another nigga that's where" she said about to leave out the house. I rushed over and grabbed her arm pulling her back.

"If you leave out don't come back" I said and she snatched her arm away from me. She opened up the door and walked to her car. I slammed the door and my daughter came downstairs. She stood at bottom of the stairs and looked at me. She looked so sad and I didn't know what to say to her.

"Where mommy go?" she asked me with sadness in her voice. I felt bad for my child because her mom wasn't here and she needed her. She started crying and I ran and hugged her. "So now I won't have a mommy daddy" she asked me with her voice breaking. It broke me to see my child like that I wanted to keep my daughter away from shit like this.

This is what I was scared for her to see but now she has and I didn't help it. "No baby girl she's taking a break for awhile" I said rubbing my hands through her hair. She let a few tears fall from her face and I didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry with her but I had to be strong for her.

"Is it me?" she asked me and I was hurt for her because she really thought it was her fault when it's not. "No baby girl it's not at all mommy has some issues she needs to go work out alone she loves you and nothing will change that" I said kissing her forehead. I wiped her tears away and she stopped crying.

She just put her head in my chest and I could tell what I was saying helped her stop but not really completely. I picked her up and went to the couch. I sat down and rocked her back and forth. I felt her breathing even out and she was going to sleep. I picked her up and took her to her room.

I laid her down and put her blanket over her. I turned her nightlight on and then went back downstairs. I flopped down on the couch and took a deep breath. I closed my eyes and started praying for my life and what's going on right now.

"Dear god please give me the strength to keep my faith and belief strong and to not give into the devil that's trying to tear me down day by day I'm being tested lord and I need you to send an angel to help me out I'm praying in Jesus name Amen" I said wiping tears falling from my eyes. I laid down on the couch to go to sleep since it was getting late.

I was knocked out in no time and I was sleeping good. My phone went off and it woke me right up. I sprung off the couch and looked at it. It was my cousin calling me with his crazy ass. "Hello" I said groggily and trying to wake all the way up. I wanted to hang up and go back to sleep but that'll only get me cussed out.

"What's poppin' nigga you was sleep?" he asked me sounding well awake unlike me. He don't have to be that loud but that's just how he is. I haven't seen him in so long but I wonder why he calling me. "I was sleep and what you want cousin?" I asked sitting up on the couch.

"I can't just call to say what's up and that I'm coming down there to visit my little cousin with her pretty self" he said innocently and I sighed. The last time he came it was the funniest disaster I ever seen and been apart of. He and Kenyamo don't get along at all and damn near fight every time they see each other.

They try to keep it cordial but they too damn rowdy to not get loud. My cousin worse than Kenyamo but my baby Kenyamo holds his own. "Now cuzzo you sure you wanna come down here you can always stay with me as long as you ain't mooching off me though" I said laughing.

He not a moocher but when he did come down here he did ask me for alot. He didn't have a job but I don't know how he doing now. "Bitch listen I'm paid I have my own money I don't need your little bread when I'm making coins little buddy I can't even be nice when I'm trying" he said with a whole attitude.

He chuckled it off and I hate when he say the word bitch. I swear that's his favorite curse word. "Okay I'm not gone be too many more bitches" I said sternly and he took a deep breath. I love my cousin to death I wonder how he doing.

"Yeah yeah whatever bi- I mean nigga I'll be down there in about two days though so am I welcome in your home?" he asked me with a completely different attitude. He sounded alot more pleasant so I guess he can come.

"Hell yeah you can come" I said happy as hell. I mean my cousin is about to come and fuck shit up probably. I wonder if he bringing his boyfriend. Last time I heard from him he wasn't doing to well I'm happy to finally see him. He might be a good distraction from my issues I hope he is.

Kenyamo POV....

"So does he even know?" Tayshod asked me. He really thinks Kayvon knows about us. I doubt he does Kayvon is an idiot. Sometimes he has his smart moments but usually he's oblivious as hell. Kayvon would care and he would make this shit so weird.

Tayshod is weird when we around Kayvon and shit. I tell him all the time that the weirder he acts the more Kayvon will suspect something. He's such a ditz sometimes he's killing my patience. I just wanna shake him and slap him when he does too much.

"Naw bae I just think he onto us because he brought you up when we was hanging out a couple nights ago" he said laying in the bed. He's too concerned about what my brother will think instead he should be worried about what I think.

"Tayshod chill out you're making this more than what it is just deny deny deny and stop acting weird" I said straddling him and kissing him. He gripped my ass and I grinded down on him. I took off my shirt as he rubbed his hands up and down my stomach.

I heard a knock at my door and it opened to see Kayvon. "Yo what the fuck going on?" Kayvon said slamming the door against the wall. This shit isn't going to end well I can already tell. "Bro I'm sorry but this is the shorty I been talking about" Tayshod said grabbing his shirt off the bed.

I walled over to Kayvon to try and calm him down. "Y'all been fucking around behind my back though that's shady as hell you could've told me I mean I wouldn't have approved but still it would've been nice" he said walling out the room.

I turned to Tayshod who had a look of relief on his face. "Naw fuck that shit you can't be with him he's like my brother damn near" Kayvon said storming back in the room. He rushed over to me and got in my face. "You should've been a fucking honest brother and told me you was fucking my best friend" he said yelling in my face.

I wasn't backing away because I wasn't in the mood to boost his ego. "Why? If I like him then I should feel free to talk to and fuck who I please" I said putting my hand in his face. He smacked my hand away and pushed me on the bed. Tayshod ran over and grabbed him off me. They started wrestling on the floor until Kayvon punched Tayshod in the face.

I swear I seen Tayshod change into another person. He started punching the shit out of Kayvon and body slammed the shit out of him. I started yelling for help and soon my momma ran in the room. She helped and grabbed Kayvon while I grabbed Tayshod.

My momma and Kayvon left out the room and Kayvon was still telling his ass off. I pushed Tayshod on the bed so I could check his face. I grabbed his face and checked it. His lip was bleeding and I saw a knot forming on his head.

"Baby I'm sorry" I said rubbing his hair. He smacked my hand away from him. "No I just got into a fight with my bestfriend because of you and all you have to say is sorry that's it?" he said yelling and standing up. He got his shirt and put it on. "Uhhh you lucky I said that much it's not a big deal Tayshod" I said calmly but with sarcasm in my voice.

I'm not the one that just got in a fight so why should I apologize. I get he defended me but I could've fought Kayvon. I would've lost but that's besides the point though. "It is a big fucking deal Ken you know what I'm out" he said walking out of my room.

I sat there dumb founded and I heard a car door close. I ran to my window as Tayshod pulled away and sped off down the street and possibly my life. This is the most dumbest shit he's done. He can't be mad at me can he? He's just being a bitch right now.

I have enough issues right now I'm about to start working, my momma is sick again and now this bullshit. I don't know how much more I can take from life. Life is going to make me start smoking and drinking. This shit isn't right I must be getting punk'd.

"Kenyamo what's going on?" Kassidy said coming slowly into the room. Now she know damn well what in the fuck is going on. I rolled my eyes and laid in my bed. I pushed my face into my pillow and yelled out. I was so fucking frustrated because I wanted to fix something I didn't break.

"Kayvon caught me and Tayshod and he's pissed off about it" I said into my pillow loud enough for her to hear. She gasped and started laughing loud as hell. "Aww baby I'm sorry about laughing but that's funny as hell though" she said sitting on my bed. I looked back at her as tears fell from my face.

I was trying to hide my feelings but this shit hurt me. He's really mad at me about his friend tripping. Kassidy laid next to me and cuddled next to me. "He's going to come back Ken if he loves you he will always come back" she said putting her face in my back. I just laid there and thought long and hard.

I was going to sleep and Kayvon came into the room. "Kenyamo my bad about flipping out but I don't want you with Tayshod at all I was dead ass about that" he said standing at the foot of my bed. Kassidy looked at him like he was crazy. I didn't bother responding to his childish ass.

"How could you just forbid him to see Tayshod that's between them stay put of it" Kassidy said irritated. She sat up in the bed and folded her arms. I rolled over and looked at him. "You know what fuck it I can't take this shit he didn't even try to fight for me he just left so I guess it's not worth it" I said getting out the bed.

"Hope you're happy Kayvon" I said going into the bathroom. I didn't care anymore after I thought about it. He didn't fight so fuck it. He didn't care enough to fight for me and not against me. I'm done with him for now.

I'm back with the updates y'all! Its been a long time coming so I hope y'all happy. I love y'all.

-FlawlessTae

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