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Here is chapeter four!! Alex (one of the charcters n my dear best friend) would like you all to vote/fan/comment. I would love it if you did too. Comment ideas and maybe I'll put them into the next chapter:) photo is Jezebel

Drake's POV

I can't believe she did that. I didn't know she was like that. She said she was doing that because it made her happy instead of being sad, but what could she be sad about? She seemed happy when we were all out.

"All these dark dreams gotta mean something. All these dark dreams gotta mean something," rings my ipod. It's a text from my dad.

"You best not be whoring around with some boy, Drake! It's disgusting >:( "

My dad is such an ass. No dad...it's disgusting the way you treat me. I hope he doesn't know I'm here. He should still think I'm in Michigan. I don't text him back. I just want him to leave me alone. He kicked me out! So, shouldn't he just ignore me? I think yes.

Allie pulls me close. She's adorable in her sleep. She looks like a little girl. She looks happy in her sleep. What is she dreaming about? I was afraid she'd have a nightmare...as she does so often.

"Ugh! Why is it so bright?" asks Allie. I laughed softly and headed into the bathroom. When I got back to my room I handed her a glass of water and an asprin. She took the pill and swallowed it with water. Then, she made a face.

"What?" I ask.

"Water is gross!" she pouts. That made me laugh. Water doesn't have a flavor.

"Allie...Why were you sad yesterday?" I kinda regreted asking afterwards. I could see the tears threating to escape. She was trying very hard not to cry.

"My friend...my friend Ryan died yesterday," she mumbles as tears come down her face. I never heard about this Ryan kid, but he must have been pretty important. I grab her and pull her close.

"I'm so sorry." She nods her head and checks her phone. She quickly texts someone back.

"It's okay. Me and my friend are doing a day of silence for him. So, I won't be talking today. Starting...now." She gets up and leaves the room.

About an hour later Lucy and Jezebel leave. Ishy, however, comes into my room.

"What's up with, Allie? She won't talk."

"She's having a day of silence in honor of her friend Ryan who died yesterday." You could see the sympathy in his eyes. I know very well what it's like to lose someone. It makes you wanna go with them. You start to have that feeling that life isn't worth it anymore.

"I guess that explains the behavior yesterday." I nod my head. I'm deep in thought now. Will she be okay?

Alex's POV

This Lucy kid is very cool. He has a lot of the same interests as me. Sad thing is he hates Whitecapel and Chelsea Grin! But he loves Asking Alexandria, Blood on the Dance Floor, Brokencyde, Bring me the Horizon, Black Vail Brides, Alesana and more. His favorite colors are black and blue. He is a major drawer and video gamer.

We fell asleep in eachothers arms. It was very comforting. Almost as comforting as it was being in Drake's arm. I didn't understand the feelings inside of me. Love, lust, fear and confusion. I didn't really know what attracted me to Lucy. I didn't understand what Allie was to me. Those nightmares....are just terrifying.

I'm really worried about Allie. We all are. She's told me before that she wanted to kill herself. I yelled at her and told her killing herself wasn't worth it. I even threatened to do the same if she did it. I really would have. I've done it before. I only ended up terribly injured.

We can't even talk to her about it because of the day of silence. I decide to message her.

*Dead*: Allie r u ok?

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): I guess...

*Dead*: I'm really srry

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): Eh it's ok...u didn't do it

*Dead*: Who was he?

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): My secret friend.

*Dead*: Oh...

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): He was as important 2me as u.

*Dead*: So like a brother?

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): Ya

*Dead*: U r staying alive

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): ...ya...

Allie Bear (Suicide Club) is now offline

That's not a good enough answer. I get out of bed and head to Allie's room. She's laying in bed. 'Gone Forever' by 'Three Days Grace' plays loudly from her ipod dock over and over. She's lip singing along with tears in her eyes. I climb into her bed and hold her close.

"I feel so much better now that you're gone forever. I tell myself that I don't miss you at all," I sing. She tightens her grip on me. "It will be okay, Sistaa."

I get up and change the song to 'Sexting' by 'BOTDF'. I pull her up to dance with me. "I wanna fuck you hard. I wanna feel you deep. I wanna rock your body. I wanna taste your sweet. I wanna ah ah. I wanna ah ah. Love me or hate me, but you wanna fuck me. My love is unrestricted. You know you wanna lick this. I'm stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had. Mix them all together and I would still be twice as bad," I sing as we dance. We get on her bed and jump to the song as it plays over and over. A smile slowly making it's way unto her face.

Allie's POV

He made me smile. Of course he did, stupid. Shut up. Make me. And how would I do that? I don't know...try? Just leave me alone. I'm tring to tell a story. Fine, but I'll be back. Anyways....Of course he would try to cheer me up. It's in his nature. We're still dancing to 'Sexting'. It's been hours.

I'm still upset about Ryan, but I have Drake and Alex with me so I'll be fine. Jezebel can hopfully become a good friend of mine. Nothing more....not yet at least.

I want to go to his funeral, but it's all the way up in Michigan. That's the reason I had a day of silence for him today. I pull out my phone and point to Alex.

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): Thnk u:)

*Dead*: No prob.

Allie Bear (Suicide Club): Well time flies by. Look...it's 12am. I can talk now :p

Allie Bear (Suicide Club) is now offline.

I run to Alex and give him a hug. "You're the best!" I squeal. He laughs and hugs me back.

"I'm glad I can make you feel better." We sit on my bed and I start to tickle him. He falls over and I climb on top of him. I continue to tickle him as he laughs and squirms.

"You are now my prisoner! Mwa ha ha!"

"Nooo!" he shouts as he flips us over. He starts to tickle me as I beg him to stop. He stops and kisses my forhead. Then, we cuddle and fall asleep.

Next Morning

I woke up to Alex shaking me roughly. I blinked and looked up at him with confusion. He looked panicked.

"What's wrong?" I ask. I hear a loud crash and yelling of an unfimiliar voice coming from downstairs. "What's going on?!" He didn't get the chance to say anything. I opened my nightstand and grabbed my scissors. Scissors? Yes, scissors...sue me! I ran downstairs and saw an older man pulling Drake by his hair. "Put him down you fucking asshole!"

"Who the fuck are you?!" yelled the man.

"I could ask you the same god damn question!" I glare at him hiding the scissors behind my back. What are you gonna do with scissors? Hurt him? Shut up!

"So, you didn't even tell them about your dear old father?" he questions Drake. This man is his father? The one that kicked him out?

"Oh! So, you're the fucking bitch ass whore who kicked out his own flesh and blood? You're the pathetic homophobic prick?" I question him tauntingly.

He stares at me in complete anger until he drags Drake over to me. He smacks me across the face before he walks towards the door with Drake screaming in pain.

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