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CHAY'S POV

I know it's not good to enter in somebody else's room, but I have no choice. I'm scared of my brother and I don't know what to do.

And also I'm just following the only option in my mind.

To barge in Chay's room.

When he said that I can sit on the sofa I didn't move myself to where I was sitting for a little longer.

I didn't cry that much, because I'm tired already.

Why do I need to cry all the time I remember that guy? He's not even worth my tears. I reminded myself.

Now that my brothers knows about us, I don't know what to tell him when I see him.

I know he is angry at me. And I am feeling guilty about it for not telling him in the first place.

"You are so stupid Chay" I scolded myself while hitting the back of my head on the wall.

I keep on doing that for a quiet while.

Not long when I heard the room open again and Macau entered without looking at my side.

"P'Pete said you have to stay here for a while till he comes" he informed me and went to his bed not even sparing glance at me.

How rude to talk people without even looking at them I murmured to myself.

"I'm being nice letting you stay in my room and your saying that I'm rude?" he said looking at me in disbelief.

I put my head down because I didn't know he heard what I just said. And I'm feeling so embarrass about it, first because of what I just said earlier, and secondly talking out loud what's my mind was saying.

Then I remember what he just told me so lift my head again.

"Why did you tell P' that I am here?" I asked him confused .

Maybe this guy is not good at keeping secrets I told myself again.

"Why not? You never told me that I'm not going to tell anyone about you being here in my room, you just asked me if you can stay here, Right? " he answered back sarcastically.

"It's a common sense you know" I said back glaring at him.

Then he glared at me too, now we are having a competition whose gonna stop glaring first.

Then we heard knocking on the door.

"Come in P" he shouted.

Then my angry brother come in, I thought it was P'Pete.

"Chay let's talk" my brother said trying to control his anger. I can see that because of the veins in his neck was already popping out.

"No I don't want too," I uttered quitely staring at the floor.

"Chay I'm counting on one, let's go to your room and talk," he said again with his voice getting higher this.

"No P' I don't want too"

"PORCHAY KITTISAWASD" now I know I'm in big trouble because he uses my full  name.

"What?" I ask in a low tone.

"Why you didn't tell me that you and Kim are in relationships huh?" he said emphasizing all the words he said.

"We broke up already. Why do I need to tell you everything?" now I'm like a stubborn kid answering grown ups.

"Chay that's how are you talk to me now?" he said hurt.

"You also hide to me what kind of work you are doing P'."

"That's a different thing, we talk already about this and you're bringing them back again?"

"Because I'm still hurting P. You let me believe everything you said and I trusted you. I wanted to tell you about Kim, but where are you P'?" now I'm shouting all my anger I've been hiding this past few months.

"I already said sorry Chay, why now? Why you didn't shout at me before?" he said still hurt.

"I want to go back home." I said clinching my hands.

"This is your home now, and you can't go anywhere else" he said and ready to leave.

"No P' I wanted to go back to where we used to lived. And also I want my old brother back. I don't like here P'" I said started sobbing.

"Chay, everything changes now. We can't go back to where we used to be." he said sternly.

"Then I am going" I said and run but he grab my hand.

"Chay you have to listen to me" I can feel his hand gripping my arms tightly.

Now he can hurt me huh I said to myself.

"No P' I'm not going to follow whatever you want and say now" I said while trying to pushed his hand.

"From now on, you are not going to have a boyfriend anymore. I heard one more time that you have one, I'm going to kill them." he said to me angrily.

"Why can't I and you can?" I answered back angrily too.

"Chay, stopped doing this will you?" he shouted at me.

Now my old my brother is long gone I told myself.

Before, he never shouted and hurt me, even if I did so may stupid things.

He really changed into something I don't like.

"P' let me go" I said trying to remove his hand again. But this time he let me go, while looking at me with disappointment.

After letting me go I run to my room and bring a backpack to out my things in it.

I didn't know he followed me inside my room.

I hurriedly put my stuff inside and when I was about to grab the guitar and leave but my brother grabbed it first.

"Is this the guitar he gave it to you?" he asked grabbing the guitar tightly and smash it on the floor.

"I hate you P" I shouted at him crying about my guitar.

"What the fuck Porsche" P'Pete came and grab my P.

"So you are siding him huh?" my brother is glaring at him too.

"I'm not siding him, and why did you break his guitar?" now they are shouting at each other.

"That's not his guitar that's Kimhan's guitar"

"No it's not, because we bought that together. He save that money to buy that guitar. You are so stupid Porsche"

After my brother hear what P'Pete says, My brother look at me with horror in his face.

"Chay, I'm sorry I didn't know" he said trying to touch me.

But I pushed his hand away, grabbing my bag and storm out of the room.

"See what you did Porsche?" I heard P'Pete said and run next to me.

"Where are you going?" he asked me

"My home"

"I'm taking you there" he said without any hints of hesitations then we left together.

Okey next update will be the LOVING YOU.....

THANK YOU FOR READING...

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