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MACAU'S POV

After entering the bathroom, Chay pushed me inside the cubicle.

Since he told me that we are going to the bathroom, my heart couldn't stop beating faster than its normal speed.

And now I don't know what to feel about it, to get excited or nervous.

Why is he doing this to me? I can't even move on to my spot when he lean his face to check on my face.

My eyes went wide when he pulled the zipper of my shirt.

"Chay what are you doing?" I asked him and even cover myself with my hands.

"I just want to check," he said trying to remove my hands.

"I knew it," he exclaimed  after checking my shirt inside.

"What happened to my shirt?" I asked confused while checking my own shirt.

"It's the other way around, are you still sleeping when you change your clothes?" he asked helping me remove my jacket and closed the door of the cubicle.

I didn't answer him, because the truth I'm still sleepy that time.

"You have to hurry up and also clean your face," he told me smiling cheekily.

"What's wrong with my face?" I asked putting my shirt. He is also right that my shirt are in the other way around.

"You still have dried tears on your eyes, and a bed hair too. I don't want my brother to see you like that." he said complaining.

This is embarrassing I said to myself, when I touch the side of my eye and quickly went to the tap to rinse my face.

Then I remember that his brother is not coming.

"He is not coming," I told him.

Then Chay came closer to me helping drying my face.

"How did you know he is not coming?" he asked confused and keep on checking on my face if he dried them properly.

I can't help but to small on Chay's act right now.

"He wants me come instead of him," I told him the truth.

Then he looked me in the eye, and we stayed staring each other for a while.

After a long silence

he opened his mouth to speak, but close them back again.

Maybe he noticed that I've been staring at him, and got concious about so he started looking down at the floor.

Then he took a deep breath and look then finally spoke.

"I'm sorry for the misunderstanding. The truth is I'm not planning on getting revenge on you know. Why do I need to do that?" he said looking down on the floor getting shy after finding out that I'm staring at him intently.

I didn't answer and just look at him and wait till he turn his gaze to me again.

"And thank you for saving me again," he whispered just enough for me to hear then finally looked back at me in the eye again.

"Saving you again?" I repeated then he turn the tap on and put some water on his hand then fix my hair.

I wanted to laugh at him because of his cuteness, one moment his shy, them one moment his kind of brave.

But his actions is melting me inside, and his making my heart go wild.

"Chay," I called him and grabbed his wrist to stop him from what is he doing.

"I saw him too that day. When you pulled me and tell me that you wanted to poop," he said holding his laugh.

"Really?" I said in disbelief.

"But because of you I forgot about him that quickly. Because what you did back there was iconic." he said smiling happily.

"I don't know what happened to me that day. When I saw him, my body reacted so quickly. I don't know what kind of excuses I'm going to tell you that day. So I lied and took you to the bathroom and say I just I want to poop as an excuse," I said not believing myself that I really did those things just for him.

"Do you even like me? I mean, I'm sorry for asking. Just pretend you didn't hear that," I stuttered in every word I just told and trying to take back what I'm asking him.

"Really Khun Macau? You came all the way here just to talk about your feelings here inside the bathroom?" Pon said after coming from one of the cubicle.

"What are you doing in here?" my eyes went wide because of shocked seeing him here.

I faced palm knowing that he heard everything. He has a lot of things to treathen me again if I will threten him that I will fire him.

"Nature call Khun Macau," he said washing his hand looking at us from the mirror smiling.

"Let's go Chay," I said grabbing Chay's hand and intertwining with mine.

"Khun Macau, Susu na krub," he said teasing me and I just gave him a dagger look because of that.

After coming outside, we went back to our table still holding hands. I squeezed his hands one more time before letting go.

Being a gentleman I pulled his chair and let him sit first before going to my designated chair in front of him.

Now no one dares to talk between us. Like I'm also waiting for him to say something first.

Taking a deep breath before I finally take the courage to speak.

"Chay, what are we now?" I asked biting my lower lips because of anxiousness.

"I don't really even know," he said trying to stare at me but he can't look at me in the eyes.

"Can we start all over again?" I suggested.

"Why do we need start all over again, what if we  continue what we started before?" he suggested still not looking at me while fidgeting his fingers.

"For being friends or..." I whispered asking clarification and also hesitating the last word I wanted to ask.

Then he looked at me like he wanted to punched me.

"Friends? After kissing me for two times, you're going to say friends," now he is mad at me.

"So are we going to continue our pretend relationship?" I really want clarification from our relationship.

"I hate you now," he said  putting his head on the table.

"So you love me before?" I asked smiling because of happiness.

Then he got up and looked at me.

"No I'm not," he answered  folding his arm while sulking.

"So what are you going to do if I tell you I like you"

"Why can't you just say it directly,"

"What do you mean?"

"I like you as simple as that."

"But I don't like you,"

"Are you playing with me, you just said that you like then now you're taking it back?" he said looking at me angrily and even got up from his sit.

Then one of the attendees from the restaurant came to us and warned us that we need to lower our voices.

"Because that is true I don't like you," I said smirking trying totease him.

"Another stupid Theerapanyakul dumped me, I shouldn't fall for you," he said hurt.

"What did you say? You fall for me, so you love me then,"

"Yes I love you Macau and now you can go and leave me too. Aissstt why do I need to confess first again. Why I am like this?" he said complaining to himself angrily.

"I love you too," I bravely said now I finally said what my heart is saying.

"Really?" he asked widening his not believing what he just heard.

"Yes, Chay I love you more than you could ever know," I proudly said smiling then he runs to me and hit me in the head.

"If you are going to take back what you just said right now. I'll be the one hanging your head like a wind-chime in front of the minor house. Understand?" he said pinching my cheekbones.

"Then make my funeral memorable then," I said teasing him.

"Let's eat first before I'm going to that." he said and went back to his sit.

After eating, we went back home with full of love.

It's not the ending yet but this story are going to say goodbye soon.

I'm nervous for the next chapter. 🙈

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